Letters Full of Sunshine ✓

Day 06: Where they watched a movie

Day six.

Where they watched a movie. 

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6th.

I was alone. I always was. 

Everybody keeps talking to me; trying their very best to have me divert my attention to them - but I can't. She was too precious, way too precious and I just let her go like that. I didn't even intend to make her cry, but in the end, I made her miserable.

For all the things that I reject, this was the top of the list. 

I didn't mean anything. If I have the chance, I want to say sorry.

If I can, I would.

I would say sorry.

Sorry, that I left her.

Sorry, that I can't be with her anymore.

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March 11.

I can feel myself faltering.

    Every word in this letter just put daggers in my heart, making me take back everything that I have said before. Shawn can't be the guy in these letters. No, no, no he can