Be My MistakeUpdated at Aug 6, 2020, 22:49
There's a thin line between 'infatuation' and 'love'. Allanah Serrano couldn't discern those two, leaving her wondering if she had been actually in love or just in love in the idea of love.
Will she be able to finally distinguish infatuation and love after French model Xavier Miller happened? Or she'll go back to square one figuring herself into the bottomless pit?
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"Can we talk, Aly?" his face stoic. I nodded. He looked so serious that my usual smile at him faded.
"What is it about, Vierr?"
Was he going to tell me he liked me back?
"I want to ask you to stop expressing your feelings for me..." he said while looking straight to my eyes. I could feel the coldness creeping on my face.
"I- I am sorry, forget what I said," his gaze softened. He must have seen how my emotions changed. Shaking my head lightly and with a deep breathe, I finally composed myself.
"Don't," stopping him from feeling sorry for me. "Tell me, Xavier, how do you really feel about me expressing how much I like you?" he looked uneasy but still serious. The more he looked like this, the more I felt bad for myself. I knew where this was going. Still, I wanted to hear him say it.
He cleared his throat, "To be honest, it's getting uncomfortable. It's not that I don't like you, but I already have someone. I'm really sorry."
It was a bomb to me.
He already like someone else...
"Uhm see you later, Xavier," After turning my back on him, tears kept falling. I bit my lips hard. He felt uncomfortable about my feelings for him because he liked someone else. Why couldn't that someone else be me?