Nagmahal. Nasaktan. Nagpakalayo. Kung kailan naging maayos na ang buhay ko, saka naman magbibiro ang tadhana. Ibinalik ako nito sa lalakeng nanakit sa akin nang sobra. At para sa pamilya ko ay gagawin ko ang lahat, kahit pa ang ibig sabihin niyon ay pakisamahan ko sa lalakeng kinamumuhian ko ay gagawin ko. Maghihinganti ako, iyon ang plano ko. Pero bakit unti-unti na namang nahuhulog ang loob ko sa kanya?

WARNING : SUPER SPG - not suitable for young and close-minded readers. Sa likod ng aking kasikatan ay nakatago ang sikreto ng aking nakaraan— sikretong kapag nabunyag ay sigurado akong mabibigyan ng tuldok ang aking pagiging artista.Ilang taon na rin ang nakalipas kaya ibinaon ko na sa limot ang nakaraan. Pero kahit anong pilit ko ay hindi ko pa rin pala matatakasan.Dahil pinagtagpo kami ulit ni Uncle Aro— ang lalaking matanda sa akin ng labing limang taon at ang lalaking minsan ko na ring minahal.

Nakilala ko siya sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon. Landas namin ay hindi pinagtagpong muli sa nakalipas na ilang taon. Ngunit... Magkikitang muli sa hindi ko inaasahang sitwasyon. Paano ko ipaglalaban? Paano ko ipagsisigawan ang nararamdaman? Kung siya pala ay kapatid ko, hindi nga lang sa dugo at laman.

Isa akong konggresista. Isa siyang bokalista. Nanggaling ako sa isang respetadong pamilya na may istriktong ama. Bawal magkamali, bawal sumuway, bawal ang sariling kagustuhan, at higit sa lahat, bawal magpakita ng kahinaan. Nanggaling siya sa isang simpleng pamilya. Nagagawa niya ang gusto niya, inaabot ang pangarap niya, at may masaya siyang buhay. I'm thirty-five and he's twenty-five. Malayo ang agwat namin hindi lang sa edad, hindi lang sa antas ng buhay, kung hindi pati na rin kung anong klaseng buhay ang mayroon kami. But... We met in Italy and everything gets ferocious enough, every night.

I was murdered brutally. Unidentified. Unrecognizable. I don't know what happened, but I came back to life... in my past. I was given a chance to know who killed me. But... It broke my heart to know who it was.

*Rise from the Ashes : King from Nobody (Contest entry)* Namatay ako. Iyon ang alam ko. Pero... Nagising na lang ako sa isang kaharian, may kapangyarihan, at may mga kakaibang nilalang sa paligid ko. Ang matindi pa... Inaasahan nila akong makukuha ang trono at uupo bilang itinakdang prinsipe ng Kaharian ng Erezna. At bago makuha iyon, kailangan kong labanan ang sampung Imperyo ng Azaram.

SPG : Consist of explicit scenes that are not suitable for young and not open-minded readers. (ONGOING) Sa buhay, hindi mo mararanasan ang tunay na saya, kung hindi mo napagdaanan ang reyalidad na mayroon ang mundo. Hindi mo mararamdaman ang sarap at tunay na tagumpay kung hindi pinaghirapang umangat galing sa ibaba. Si Evalyn Camino, nangarap nang mataas para sa pamilya. Ang gusto niya ay mabigyan nang magandang kinabukasan ang mga kapatid at maiahon sa kahirapan ang mga magulang. Pero sa pagtapak niya ng Manila ay sinubok na siya ng tadhana at muling makikita ang lalakeng unang inibig. Maraming sikreto ang mabubunyag sa kanyang pagkatao. Yayakapin niya ba ang mga iyon o tatalikuran?

(Under revision) The deepest downfall is when everyone abandoned you. But the saddest agony is when your own family seems to forget you. They were there physically, but the truth is they ignore you as if you don't exist. You sacrificed a lot just for them. You even forget yourself for their sakes. You gave all for them to live and be happy. But all they returned were pain, suffering, and miseries. -------------- 'Yan ang nakalagay sa unang pahina ng notebook na napulot ko sa loob ng lumang bahay, na katabi ng bahay namin. At dahil sa notebook na 'yon, malalaman ko ang mga sikreto ng may-ari ng notebook, si Alyanda. At dahil sa notebook na 'yon, makukulong ako.

(Under revision) ------ Loser is my middle name. Even I'm on top, I've been downgraded. Outcast is my specialty. My family is rich, but money can't buy the true essence of concern and sincerity. Being alone is not new to me. I'm already alone, the moment I was born. I'm a total package of cowardly. I can't face the reality that life wants to slap at me. I'm a nobody. But, an online game will make my fantasy to reality. A virtual world I feel I belong. A world where everyone's acknowledging even just hearing my name. A world I want to live for the rest of my life. Will this world be mine forever? If someone from the real world will destroy its system and me being chased by the real enemies. How can I fight back? When I'm just brave inside that virtual world and can't even look at them? How can a virtualize world be my reality?

(Under revision) SPG! Not suitable for young and not open-minded readers. How to define love? For me, love has no definition. It has no standards. No limitations and no boundaries. Basically, no words can define what love is. You'll be lost once love caught you, even time can't be a hindrance. I'm thirty-five and he's twenty. But age doesn't matter, indeed. It's just a number that can't win over feelings. Because at the end, I found myself loving him from the past until to my present and all I can see is being with him in my future.

(Under revision) WARNING (SPG) : Consists of sensitive issues such as physical abuse, drug terminologies, explicit scenes, and harmful words that are not suitable for young and not open-minded readers. Read at your own risk. They said I have everything: beauty, brains, money, and even fame. My life was perfect, I can surpass a Disney Princess's life. I should be thankful, right? Why should I be grateful, if those were the reasons why my life from being a neat and clean sheet turned into a crumpled paper. Beauty can't conceal the pain. Money can't buy the dignity I've lost. Intelligence doesn't have all the answers to my despair. Fame will never be my comfort. I almost gave up my life. I almost drowned in the deepest and darkest pit of hell. But someone came to give me light and bring me back to the life I used to have. But... Life is unfair, so does love.

(Under revision) Nanggaling sa lumang panahon, mamumuhay sa makabagong henerasyon. Ang simula ko ay kaniyang hinaharap. Ang kasalukuyan ko ay kaniyang nakaraan. Pagtatagpuin sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon. Tadhana namin ay maiipit dahil sa sitwasyon. Pagmamahalan ba namin ay sapat na? Panahon ba ay hindi magiging mitsa? Anong aming gagawin kung nakaraa'y malaking dagok ang dulot sa amin?