Dear Diary,
I’m not sure what to even write in here. I feel guilty. I feel like I’m failing everyone. At the same time, I’m disappointed. And angry. I want Hunter to talk to me again, but I don’t want to be the person who takes the first step. I’m not sure why. I’m also not sure if that makes me a bad person. Or just someone who is confused and hurt.
I got into a fight with my mom. She told me that she won’t let me ruin the Christmas holidays and it resulted in me, screaming at her. And being grounded. It’s not like she achieved anything with that. I don’t even go anywhere except to school.
I wish someone would take me to see Dr. Collins. I haven’t been to her office in a while. I kind of think she’d know what I’m supposed to do in this situation. I’m starting to feel like this is all m
