GREAT PRETENDER

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1 year later.....

Nakatunghay ako ngayon sa aking laptop suot suot ang aking eyeglasses. Simula noong manirahan ako rito sa Australia ay halos buong isang taon kong inaral at pinag-igihan ang iba pa naming negosyo rito. We own some tourist spot resto-bar here, boutique and shop jewelries. Thanks to God, because i can now able to handle our businesses proper and well. Medyo maganda talaga ang usad ng negosyo rito. And take note! Sariling sikap ko lahat itaguyod ito. Without any help of others. And now i am really proud to say that i did a great job. Napatingala at napapikit ako at napahilot sa aking sintido, medyo nakaramdam ako kaunti ng pagkahilo kaya't hininto ko na muna ang aking ginagawang Inventory and Monitoring. Naka leave ako ngayon dahil sa ilang araw na'ng hindi masyado maganda ang aking pakiramdam. Nakakaligtaan ko rin kase minsan ang kumain ng agahan o minsan hapunan. Gawa noon na medyo hectic ang schedule ko at busy sa paghahabol ng mga deadline sa bagong mga investor's. Simula kase nung dumating ako rito ay unti unting nagsidatingan ang mga Investors na gustong mag invest sa mga business namin rito. Ipinagpasalamat ko naman iyon at malaki talaga ang naitulong sa amin.

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Pababa ako ng kusina, kukuha sana ako ng maiinom but then my phone rang so i turn back to my room just to pick up the phone. Ako lang naman kase ang naninirahan dito. I didn't hire any nanny cause i'd love being alone. Its just that, i don't like the idea of having someone whom i don't trust. Dahil kahit na isang taon na akong naninirahan dito ay hindi ko parin kaya ang magbigay ng tiwala basta basta. People knew that i didn't trust anyone too much unless you're my bestfriend, lolo or nanay. They are the only person i really trusted so much. For me kase, trust is really a matter that you had to work for it. In order to get someone's trust and honesty.

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“Oh holly, thank God you finally answered, im so worried about you, where are you now,?" It was Arthur, my suitor. He was seemingly worried and sincere base on his tone. Ngunit noon pa man ay ki-nlaro ko na sa kanya na hanggang kaibigan lang ang kaya kong ibigay. At first he didn't mind instead he continue of what his doing, he courted me in a way like any guy would do. He gave me flower's, chocolate's and lot's of fansy gifts that any girl could simply admires. But for me? Parang wala lang sa akin yun lahat. Di ko alam kung bakit ni katiting na kilig sa mga ginagawa niya ay wala akong maramdaman. Arthur was like an ideal man to everyone, he has a good looks like a super model, he has the intimidating aura also that many girl could dream of. He was a total package i can say. But then he's impact on me was nothing but a true friend. Even if he showed me how truly serious he was on that time. Ngunit i was certain even before about our real score. And it wasn't more than just a Friend. He understand so he did his purpose as a Friend. Hindi na siya muli pa nagbibigay ng Mga presence which is iyon naman talaga ang dapat. But he still showed me his cares. As a friend.

“I-im okay, i just leave for a while. In order for myself to stressing out those days i had.” I uttered weakly.

“Don't worry, i can handle myself well art. Thanks for the concerned," Dugtong ko sa mahinang boses. Rinig ko pa ang paghinga nito ng malalim sa kabilang linya. After that wala siyang nagawa kundi ang sumang-ayon. He rest assured me that i will take care of myself. I didn't answer instead i just nod. Never minding if he can't see me or what.

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Matapos kong makainom ay napagpasyahan kong bumalik na ng aking silid. I put my eyeglasses on my bedside table and turn my lampshade off. Mabilis akong nakatulog dahil sa labis na pagod ng aking nararamdaman.

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“Ohh"

“Ahh”

“sht”

“hmmh”

Isang ungol ang aking pinakawalan dahil ramdam ko ang mga halik niyang my pagkasabik. Gigil na gigil na animoy parang uhaw na uhaw. Napatingala ako dahil sa labis na sensasyong naramdaman, my body arc when he started to roam my curves down to my waist down to my oh FVK. I felt how my fold gets wet, looks like i want to reach something. He continue to pleasure me down there until i reach my climax. Damn. His big and long, rough and hard hands was inserting my vgna in and out. Goodness. So awesome, i really love the feeling he's been offering me. His touches, kisses it felt illegal but still i want it. So fvking wanted it.

UNTIL....

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Ring....

ring....

ringgg....

My phone ring that made my sanity back at state. And it makes me thought of something, why did i always end up dreaming of him? What the fvk. I cursed, because of the anticipation i had inside me. Talaga ba'ng umaasa pa ako na magkikita pa kami? Ni hindi ko nga alam pangalan non, but my treacherous heart felt that i've known him even before. It is the same how my heart reacts when Crist Deleon was around. But damn! It was impossible. Galit siya sakin at wala na akong nabalitaan pa sa kanya simula noong huli naming pagkikita na hindi naman naging maganda simula pa. Sht.

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“Miss max, im sorry if i bothered you, i just want to tell you that we have a new investor, he offered a lot of opportunities and i think this is a way better than our other investors," Tanya explained. Mukhang maganda nga iyon, and i knew na maybe ito ang maging dahilan upang tuloyang mabawi ang kompanya namin. This investor tells a privileged. So i never hesitate to say yes.

“Go on tanya, deal that investor," I replied.

“Ahm, miss max he said he wants to meet you, but if you're not still able to go back, i'll set another appointment for you able to meet him," She said.

"No tanya, set me an intimate dinner with him. I'll go," I exclaimed.

Well, i am well aware that all of my investor's was probably a Man, and i knew what are they intentions. And i am not stupid not to noticed.

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Right after my mourning routine, i am readying my things, i'd preferred to wear some of my attractive midi dress made by my favorite artist.

Looking at the mirror was a Lady who looks matured now. Daring Sophisticated and Elegance was evidence in her aura tonight. Never have i ever imagine definitely i would turn like this kind of a woman someday. Naisanay ko na rin kase ang sarili ko sa mga ganitong uri ng pakikipag-negotiate. Ngunit hindi naman umaabot sa puntong mauuwi sa isang hindi kanais-nais na tagpo. Some of the investor's im dealing was absolutely give some motives, but i rest assured that they can't win over me.

Pagkatapos ko ay bumaba na ako ng sasakyan upang kitain ang isa sa pinaka-malaking investor ko ngayong taon. Bumaba ako ng sasakyan ko at pumasok sa isang High native restaurant na isa sa mga branch ko rito sa Australia. Pagpasok mo sa loob ay puro's antiques ang iyong makikita you could imagine the ambiance of the place where it is exactly located. Pawang hindi naiiba sa probinsiya kay layo ng mga convenient store ngunit dinadayo naman ng mga tao dahil sa likas na maganda at masasarap ang mga pagkain lalo na ang lugar. Sa loob naman ng resto ay my para ka'ng nasa lumang palasyo maliit lang ang space ngunit sa loob parang nag di-dinner ka lamang sa isang King and Queen Palace. Too nice and beautiful not to notice. Nagpapasalamat naman siya sa kanyang mahal na yumaong ina dahil isa ito sa magaling na chief, na siyang nag-imbento umano ng mga pagkain dito sa Australia. And i am so glad and proud to claim she's my mom.