Sophia The last week has been nothing but a frenzy, which has overtaken my mind like a fever and is refusing to go down and I would be lying if I say I find most of it unpleasant. No, it isn't but it's also not always pleasant. Anxiety and doubts gnaw at me when I let my thoughts take over. Thoughts like it's not them but their mate bond letting them do things which fire up my heart and soul just like with me. I feel the heat, that sudden urge to claim them tinged with desire which later becomes coated with desire, hot and fervid making my senses paralyze, my whole being numb and I surrender to the crashing waves which I know will sweep me goddess know where but I let it be. I let them soak me before fully washing me away. It's a tumultuous situation for me as well. I don't know w