MR. RIGHT, MS. WRONG

2 JIX

2

JIX

I’m sitting on my executive chair while having a hard time staring at these f*****g photos of my ex-wife on the net. She’s almost naked, for f**k’s sake! So, this is what she likes? This is what she’d battled for? To pose again like a gaddamn s**t?! To show her f*****g ass and p***y?! What the hell?!

I heave a sigh. What a great day?! First, I am trying to find a new nanny after Nanay Mercy had been shot a week ago, and then I’d found these crap pix of Amanda. What the f*****g hell to follow after all this flock of shitty things? I purse my lips and stare again at the MacBook’s monitor. She’s still so really beautiful and I admit that it’s been a year but I’ve never found the right amount of courage to move on. I wanted to, but how? I’m still into her, though I can’t say that this is still love. Or maybe, I had been badly jealous seeing her smiling like this. I couldn’t help but to ask myself, didn’t I make her happy? She’s happy with her freedom while I’m absolutely not.

Nambababae ako pero wala akong makita na pwedeng ipalit sa kanya. Hindi siya mayaman at hindi siya sikat na modelo pero masyado siyang matapang na tumayo sa sarili niyang paa kaya gusto niya na ganito, iyong wala sa kanyang kukontra sa mga desisyon niya sa buhay. I’m too selfish when it comes to her. That time when she decided to file a divorce, I was totally aghast, infuriated, befuddled and deluded. The only question I muttered was, why?

She’d found someone new. She found anothet man, named Darrius. That’s all I know. Nakakatawa dahil nang magpaimbestiga ako, walang Darrius na mahanap ang mga private investigators ko, not even my cousin Ghuix. Now, I’d figured out that maybe it was a fanciful name just to cover up the man’s real identity. I also didn’t bother to argue and never wasted my time. What for?

And now we’re separated. If Amanda comes for a visit, it’s because of our son, Anderson Rix or Andi.

She’d always gone wild whenever she’s home. She tries making up with me like nothing ever happened but that ends there, trying, and French kissing. We're fondled with s****l fantasy but I always stop. Wala na akong planong makipag-s*x pa sa kanya. I’d left it there though there were those points in time when Amanda becomes really horny.

I’d rather have s*x with lots of different women than bed my ex-wife who’d left me for just a piece of crop!

My eyes dart on her bosom in her picture. n****e na lang niya ang walang takip. She’s only covering her damn feminine part with her palm. How the f*****g hell that Darrius let her do this kind of foolishness? At paanong nakakangiti pa siya sa harap ng camera sa hitsura niyang labas na ang pwet niya sa madla? She’s posing for a men’s magazine. Well, not too famous men’s magazine but I admit, that mag contains the young hot females, sexy faces of the newest generation.

I sigh as I close her i********: account with five hundred thousand, mostly male followers, commenting how they wanna touch her t**s and her ass! Ang pinapantasya nila, pinagsawaan ko na—pinagsawaan at minahal. She’d made a playboy like me finally fell down on my knees and felt satiated, but now I am not sated anymore. I’m totally disgusted. Hindi ko man aminin, hindi ko pwedeng dayain ang sarili ko na hindi ako nasaktan. I’ve had loved her but she chose to wreck my dignity as a man. Now, I’m back to my old dirty habit being a— womanizer.

I lean on the backrest and stare at nothing. After a couple of minutes, the intercom buzzes. It’s my secretary, Kelly.

I answered her immediately. “Yes?” I sternly ask.

“Haley, Sir Jamie.” She says.

Haley? I knit my brows and paused for a while. Oh! Haley Darwin. I smirk devilishly. So, I’m back into business again. She’s the woman I met the other night. Pumunta ako sa isang batch reunion and she was there, too with her cousin, Gina, my ex. Ex, I mean—ex partner in bed when I was still in college. Tinupad pala ni Haley ang sinabi na magkikita ulit kami after that night, ngayon na ba iyon? Will she undress herself today and lay on the bed like a wanton woman ready to be f****d?

I am ready for another hardcore today in broad daylight.

“c*****g out.” I grin on the intercom and bite my lower lip. This woman will cry my name in pleasure any minute from now.

I fix my collar and fold the cuffs of my long sleeves but I halt when the door suddenly slid open only to flaunt my twin brother’s conceited handsome face. Here he’s again. Ano na naman ang kailangan ni Adam? Since he got married, he became a so annoying priestlike figure, preaching here, preaching there, and preaching everywhere.

Adam has those ferocious green eyes, just like my pair of eyes. He’s my younger twin brother but I was acting the younger one since I and Amanda detached.

He keeps on walking toward me and didn’t even bother to s**t the door. He stands in front of me like Mommy Suzanne, but my eyes were pasted at Haley’s cleavage while she's standing in front of Kelly’s cubicle. Holy hell! She’s wearing a black tube top exposing mostly all of her damn t**s. She’s no doubt a hot, fuckable woman ready to pull her thighs separately and welcome me in. Oh s**t! My c**k thrills inside my pants.

In the end I notice Adam staring at my protruding c**k within my slacks.

“Where the f*****g hell are you going, kuya? I’m here to tell you something. Sit down.” He commands me but I snarl at him.

 He has that death glare and I have the same.

“Oh will you shut the f**k up, Adrix! I’m your elder, and stop acting as if you were the one.” I pluck the key off the table and fix myself.

Adam puckers his lips and still giving me that warning look. “You’ll f**k that woman, right?”

“Right. So get your ass off my way. I’m having a boner and you’re not helping me, asshole. What do you want?” my brows crinkle.

Baka maya-maya kapag nagkapikunan kami ay magsuntukan na naman kaming dalawa. We’re both hard headed and ill tempered, but we love each other. Since our father committed suicide, it’s just me and him. Kami na lang na magkapatid ang nagmahalan at sabay kaming tumayo sa sarili naming mga paa. We’re both seventeen when we started to manage the companies we’d inherited from our predecessor—our Dad. He provided two of the most productive companies for me and Adam. Mine’s a huge company of branded shoes, perfumes and clothing, exporting globally; it’s Infinity. This was the business our Mom bespoken to our father, that’s why it was named Infinity. But in the end, she just left him dejected, and so as me and my younger identical twin brother.

“A fashion designer came to my office a while ago. She’s crying. She’d told me, you’ve turned her down because she never fitted your taste. Your qualification when it comes to your applicants, mostly on top of them was—” Adam quotes his fingers in the air. “Fuckable.” My brother stated.

I let out a waggish laugh. “Who? That Alona Mae Colorado? Come on, hiwalay ang personal na kalandian ko sa babae at sa negosyo. If it’s for my business, kahit mukhang bao na binuhukan ay tatanggapin ko, as long as she’s capable enough handling the career she’s been up to. Ang problema sa kanya, nerbyosa siya. I hate that kind of attitude Adrix, you know that. I want a woman who will not drop her gaze on the floor once I gawk at her.” I explained.

“Why not change it for the better? Look where it has gotten you? To a split up. Amanda was such a fighter and a rebel, enough reasons why she renounced you for she wasn’t contented anymore.” He told me.

Saglit akong napatunganga sa kanya. At some point, he’s right. Ganoon si Amanda, explorer. Mahilig iyon sa bago at malamang ganoon din ang POV niya sa pagiging mag-asawa namin. She’d decided to desire for a new kind romance, a new challenging life more than being a perfect mother to our son and a loving wife to me.

“I’m happy without her.” I lied again. Well, alam kong alam ni Adam na hindi ako masaya.  Mahabang panahon na ang lumipas pero ako na lang yata sa mga de Lorenzo ang naiiwan na nakanganga at hindi masaya. I don’t f*****g care, as long as I have countless supplies of p*****s to smash up, I care no more.

I raise my brows and press my lips as I avert my gaze. “You’re here; take care of my company for a while. Give me three hours, bubba.” I smile at him but he still looks so pissed, o hindi na siguro ako sanay na nakikita siyang seryoso at parang laging mananakit ng lalaki at manre-r**e ng babae. He had been a very jolly man since he got married, and I’m happy for Adam. He can still manage to let his married life dance like a ballerina at the base of his palm. And that ballerina is Adam’s wife, Yza. Sabagay, swerte siya sa batang iyon. Ang lambing niyon at masyadong maasikaso kahit medyo tahimik. Yza is a great proof that goes against the saying, ang taong tahimik ay nasa loob ang kulo. Well, not my twin’s wife, who’s really kind and caring.

Saglit ko pa siyang tinitigan nang hindi kaagad sumagot.

“Oo na. Sagot na. Wag mo na akong titigan nang masama.” I pat his shoulder and I receive a sigh and a gentle nod.

I grin widely as I hug him. “Mabait na bata.” Biro ko sa kanya kaya sinuntok niya ako sa tyan.

That hurts but I just chuckle. Iniwan ko siya at pasipol-sipol na naglakad papunta sa pintuan. I can’t take my eyes off of Haley. She’s such a f*****g witch and I’ll ram her later like a caveman hungry for s*x.