Quinn I’m watching Margaux sleep. On the other side is my son who just finished his operation successfully. My heart is in immense pain while looking at Shawn. I can’t help but feel guilty for ditching him. Son of a b***h! Of all people, why did it have to be my son? I caressed Shawn’s face. I couldn’t help but cry because I know that I am the reason why he’s lying in a hospital bed right now. He should be with me, playing with me tonight because he wanted a sleepover. Then I looked at Margaux again. She looked so pale. Deonna said that she had not eaten anything yet. She got so exhausted crying which was the mere reason why she was able to fall asleep. I could only imagine how frustrated she is right now. She took care of Shawn for five long years and this happens. Now that I am he