I walked over to Mr. Campbell and sat on his lap, placing my head over his heart. He smelled so good.
He wrapped his arms around me and snuggled me at my neck.
" That is the nicest thing Ben, to make friends with daddy." I was crying buckets now.
He took a handkerchief from his suit jacket pocket and wiped my eyes like a child.
" Every wish is my command." He kissed my neck softly.
"Ok, let's talk about our wedding then." I said.
" Well, I still have to ask you, and your father for your hand. It might take a while for your family to trust me."
" Ben, I trust you. That's all we need." He kissed my hand and placed my diamond ring on my finger.
" Where did you find that?" I asked surprised.
" In the house, after the storm. I tore that whole house down after you left. Too many bad memories of you in pain."
He handed me some freshly buttered bread and placed it between my teeth. I closed my eyes it was so hot and yeasty.
" Stop that. I've seen that look before. The way your eyes roll back when you...take your pleasure, shall we say." He said softly.
I sat back down into my seat across from him. He started to cut his steak.
I covertly removed my shoe and lifted my foot, placing it between his legs under the table. I rubbed him intimately as I chewed.
His eyes widened. " Here and now?" He asked setting down his fork and inhaling deeply.
I bit my lip and nodded once.
I saw him slink down in his chair as my foot drew his pelvis closer to me, he closed his eyes.
Ben held onto the table to brace himself.
His eyes flew open.
" Come here, sit next to me Jo."
I scooted my chair next to him and moved my hand under the table discretely. I rub him over his pants.
He looked around, then stealthily unzipped his slacks to give me full access to him.
He was stone hard. I felt his breathing quicken. I didn't care who was watching us. I needed to touch him.
I wanted him. It had been a very long time for me without a lover.
" Bathroom now, come with me?"I said as I stood up and walked to the restroom.
He needed a minute to calm down and zip his slacks up.
As soon as he entered the bathroom, I pulled him in and locked the door, shoving him against the wall as I ripped his shirt open, buttons flew off in all directions.
My fingers spread over his tatoos and rubbed his muscular chest. I kissed him there and caressed each muscle, each n****e.
He turned us around and I was now pressed up against the wall, his knee rose up between my legs.
I felt his fingers as they dove down into my underwear.
He ripped them off in his haste to reach me.
He touched me with his fingers, making me frustrated for more.
We were kissing in an inferno of passion, his tongue with mine, sending moist heat throughout my body, landing between my legs.
He looked intently into my eyes, one at a time.
" I'm having a hard time holding back. You are so sexy Jo. I wanted to throw you on the floor the moment my eyes were upon you. I did good refraining, didn't I?"
" You can attack me now though. Let me really have it." My hands were all over his hot body trying to get to him.
He lifted my legs and propped me onto the sink, spreading my legs as he prepared to enter me. Then he stopped, pulling back, breathing heavily.
" Panick attack?" I asked him.
" Not quite, I want to save it for our wedding night." He floored me with his words.
" Ok, yeah that's a great plan." I said sarcastically.
I pulled his upper body to me and hugged him a moment. "Ok then, back to dinner. I will behave." I said.
I leaned back to look him. I scanned him slowly up and back down, my arms supporting me on the sink behind me. I licked my lips.
His eyes smoldered as he stared down between my legs, looking at himself poised to push his large erection into my wetness.
I scooted my hips closer to make it happen. Then, just the tip, only the tip. He groaned loudly. I closed my eyes, "yes."
I nearly lost it as I waited for it, he lifted me up and slid me down his firm body till my feet hit the floor. I stood there in front of him.
"Get dressed."He said breathing very hard.
I nodded, feeling confused. He never held himself back like this EVER.
He tried to close his shirt, but couldn't find and buttons. I had torn them all off.
I smiled, finding one on the floor, I swoop down to pick it up and placed it into his hand.
He took it and put it in his pocket.
He buttoned up his suit jacket over his open shirt, then ran his hand through his hair, it looked perfect.
" I will go out first, you come out in a few minutes ok?" He said, then grabbed my chin and kissed me firmly against my swollen lips, swollen from what he had been doing to my mouth.
Pulling back, I could see he was fighting all of his urges, he wanted me too.
" Maybe just a little more kissing?" I suggested to him.
He shook his head. "I'm going to be the man you want me to be. We will wait until our wedding night."
I sighed. " Very well then."
We made our way back to our table as the other patrons stared at us and whispered.
I covered a giggle, Ben pulled out my chair for me.
We somehow finished our meal and started talking about his new home in Texas.
" It's a ranch really. I have a large home that I'm planning on bringing my kids to.
Jo, my children's mothers, I gave them a choice. They can come to Texas or stay in Mexico, but the kids will all be mine."
" And?" I asked him feeling a bit jealous thinking of these other women in his life.
" All three have decided to move on. They will be well compensated." He looked up at me sheepishly.
" What are you saying here Benedict?"
" You marry me, you get my 7 kids. My children's mothers never got the chance to be young and free.
Two of them are going to college, the third is starting her own beauty salon.
Jo, I won't prevent them from seeing the kids. It's their choice."
" And me? I have a choice too?" I asked.
He nodded. " I have no hold on you."
I shook my head. " Not true. You Guapo, you hold my heart."
He smiled and paid the check.
We walked under the beautiful lit street lights towards our hotel.
Ben pulled me into his arms and touched my temple with his thumb.
" Many more romantic nights to come my sweet. Do you think you could forget our past somehow. I want to erase it from our memory."
" No, I want you to know that I fell in love with you, the real you, hot headed flaws and all. But the fact that you haven't even threatened my life one time tonight makes me very happy Ben."
He groaned. "I'm not proud of any of that. I owe you so much happiness. Let me go now, before I give in to your luscious curves."
We kissed goodnight and parted ways.