Anger and guilt, that's all I'm feeling right now. I can't help but think that if I didn't meet Dimitri and come into his families lives then none of this would be happening. My mate and his family wouldn't be preparing for a war that is being caused by my former alpha and my ex-boyfriend and Kai wouldn't have been attacked and almost kidnapped if it wasn't for me. "It wasn't your fault, Ni" "Isn't it?" "No it's not and nobody else is blaming you so stop blaming yourself" "I can't help myself, Eva, Kai's only a baby and she's had to suffer through something traumatic and she's left scarred for life and it's all because of MY bastard ex" "Kai's a strong kid Ni, she's not gonna let something like this affect her and as for the scar, it's not even that big" "It's not the point, Eva"