Lyell p.o.v The past few months have been great. I have gotten stonger and smarter. But I can admit to myself that I have been miserable. All I see is my mate's face. I know he was disgusted when he saw me with that chick. What would he think if he knew I was sleeping with a different female every night. I don't even know why I care. I have to move on. I won't see him again anyways. I just need to pick a female that I kind of like enough to mark her. Creed huffs. So he doesn't like the idea either. But there is nothing I can do. My family will never accept me with a male. Who cares what those people think. He will accept us and be our new family. A real family, we can be happy together. We can leave the pack if we have to. My wolf tells me. I sigh. I can't lose everything I have worked ha