Nicole p.o.v
Things have been crazy busy around here and time is just flying by during this pregnancy. I am now 5 months pregnant. I wanted to keep the gender a surprise to myself. I also finally got it in my head that I will be alone while I deliver the baby. I never found Joshua and I stopped looking for him. For a couple of months though, I went around to the bar and would go sit by our spot and hope he showed up, but nothing. I worked at the diner for 2 months so I also kept an eye on the coffee shop and he never came there either, so I gave up and realized I will be raising this little baby all on my own.
Kiki came around as well which is what I am most thankful for. He showed up super drunk at the cabin one day. He apologized to me for everything that he said. Said he didn't mean
