I was curled up on his chest listening to his heart beat. It was slow and steady he was at total peace, at least for the moment. I liked the sound, it relaxed me and made me wish we could stay just like this forever. I could start again and maybe form a real connection if everything could stay just like this forever.
I stared out over the horizon at the sea of trees and at colors of the sky and sighed. I was about to wreck this beautiful moment myself and I couldn’t help but mate myself for it. “Cya, despite all of this,” I gestured to our still joined bodies. “You do know I have to leave today, right? You remember what I have to do and that I won’t allow you to stop me?” I couldn’t allow any attachments to stand in my way, well I wouldn’t let any. I had made vows and promises and I would
