Chapter Ten
Sabrina’s POV
Maybe it’s time to introduce myself properly.
I am Sabrina Montezar. I have a brother, my only sibling who is a year older than me--Spencer Montezar.
My parents were never home, they are too busy managing our business and mostly out-of-town. We own an international fashion industry and International Engineering Company.
Both of them handle these business with their expertise. Mom and Dad comes home once a year, and I can only bond with them during those times.
As me, my brother and Yael know, yes, I am sick.
I have a personal doctor, Dr. Goose. My disease is undefinable, I am the first case of this and science held no theory or cure for this.
I have this strong urges to pleasure myself. This is not a disease I got since birth, not genetically passed down on me, I am the first in medical records to have this f****d up body.
Dr. Goose called my disease ‘prenymphonism’, because I am close to being a nymphomaniac and he thinks I will lead into that. But, I did not.
I’m a virgin. My body burns with needing to be pleasured but without any fetishes, without the need of a ‘man’.
My body seems to have a mind of its own. It’s calling for something I am oblivious of.
This case is different from being a nymphomaniac. I entered the world of pleasure after my mind was polluted with the sight of Yael having s*x with that woman years ago.
I start to masturbate, watch porn, even use my imagination to fantasize about… well, whatever.
But when Yael left the country, and I no longer see him anywhere, I started feeling weird.
Fantasizing wasn’t enough and my in-between get wet without any reason, without picking the right time or the right place.
All my body wanted was to reach its climax.
My doctor analyzed that I started to have this when I longed to be touched by a particular person. He said, this condition occurred because of my strong drive of having s*x with that person.
I don’t want to have s*x with any man. I had boyfriends, I had boy-friends with benefits, too and when I try to go all the way downtown with them, I cringed and back out.
There is no cure for me yet but to gulp a couple of pills that will help my body and muscles relax.
But Dr. Goose have one silly theory. He said that there might be one solution for me, and that was to do a s****l intercourse with that person I’ve been longing to have s*x with.
That person is Yael. Yael Domingo.
He is the reason that I found about this worldly life. He is the one who made me want him, he made me want him.
For me, this is a curse. He put a spell on me that whatever I do, whenever I was, I belong to him.
He is the reason of my disease, and he might be the cure.
Dr. Goose said that my body need the most intense and pleasurable s*x with that person so it will ease hunting and asking for more.
But I already decided that I won’t do it with Yael.
I sighed.
Xander failed me, he was my best choice for revenge. A friend of Yael’s, manly-built and successful. I wanted Yael to know my s****l activities, too. I want him frustrated just like how he made me.
And I know I have decided but now I’m torn.
Yael acts like he deserves my virginity. He is so ready for it but I am not. I don’t know why but I’m not sure if this is about my vengeance anymore or if I’m scared that I’m…
No. No way.
**
Yael’s POV
“What the f**k, dude?!” Jolo screamed.
I turned my head lazily to my friends while cleaning my caliber 45 gun.
Jolo, Marko and Xander was seated in the sofa, arguing about something while I’m seated by the window.
They’ve been whispering like I even care what they are talking about.
I sighed quietly and move on to my gun. We are here at my private inside shooting range. We love hanging out here if not in The Docks, I love guns.
“You’re gonna break our number one rule for that girl? Man!”
Now I’m cleaning my gun but my sense of hearing is focused to their conversation.
Girl? Breaking the rule? f**k.
Di I heard it right? I’m gonna thank Jolo’s loud mouth later!
There was silence next so I looked at them. I caught Xander’s eyes looking at me like a hawk, my jaw clenches.
“Yeah.” Xander said, not bothering to lower his voice. “I don’t want other guys touching my girl.”
I know what he mean, alright? And his girl? Don’t make me laugh.
He might have earned the title of being her boyfriend but the woman can’t take her eyes off of me.
Also, I don’t care. I want her, I’ll have her.
Xander and I kept the silent battle with our eyes. I eyed him with my smug face, smirking slightly while he looks annoyed but trying to remain calm.
Jolo hissed that made Xander looked away to him.
“I hope you haven’t forgot that we almost got tied because of popping cherries.” Jolo shook his head, dismayed.
“Girls like that tend to be clinigy.” Marko seconded.
Nah, my girl is different from all of your hook-ups.
“I want her to clingy.” Xander said that made my jaw tightened more.
“You’re crazy. You were the one who experienced the trouble thrice and yet here you are.” Jolo still can’t believe Xander’s decision.
“So much for implementing that rule below your belt.” Marko mumbled.
“Right! You made this our bro code, X!”
Xander chuckled. “And now I’ll break it. If that’s the only way to have her whole, I won’t mind getting married if she will want to.”
Images about Sabrina and Xander in one bed f****d my mind. Damn it.
I stood up and with the gun in one hand, I walked closer to them. I stopped in front of Xander and aimed the gun in his forehead without even blinking.
“s**t!” Jolo exclaimed.
“Dude, what are you doing!” Marko shifter on his seat.
Xander didn’t budge. He just looked at me, not minding the gun that might end his life right by his head.
“Affected?” Xander teased in a serious voice, smirking at me.
My jaw clenches more.
“No.” I denied and pulled the trigger.
*click*
“f**k!” Jolo and Marko exclaimed.
Xander still has his eyes unafraid as he looked at me.
“Oh, I forgot to load it.” I said and smirked, taking the gun off his head to check it and then shrugged.
“Already sick of your fool jokes, Yael.” Xander said.
I went to the window and took the gun’s magazine, plunging it on my favorite toy.
I smiled at Xander sarcastically and pointed my gun to the target.
“Then don’t be a slowpoke or I might get her first instead.” I said and pulled the trigger. Bullseye!
“You won’t. I’ll take her tonight.” Xander replied.
From what he said, I fired on the target repeatedly to release my frustration.
Or maybe I’ll take her tonight, Xander.
**
Sabrina’s POV
I inhaled deeply after parking my car at The Docks. The night is young and I have nothing to do so I came here early.
A knock on my car’s window made me jump! I snapped my head to it and saw Xander’s grinning face!
He scared me!
I smiled at him, my dimples showing then I picked my things and moved out of the car.
“Hey, Girlfriend.” Xander greeted as I close the car’s door. His hands went to the sides of my waist and pulled my body to him.
He leaned down to give me a kiss and I let him. My eyes saw his friends who’s standing far behind him.
I saw Yael looking at us kissing before shaking his head and followed Jolo and Marko who’s already on their way inside the bar.
“Hey.” I smiled to Xander after the kiss.
“You’re early.” he noticed, his hand moved to my elbow.
“I got nothing to do and I’m bored so…” I shrugged.
Xander smiled. “Had dinner yet?”
“Yeah. I want some shots now.” I cleared my throat. I almost made myself sound eager that I hid it so Xander won’t think I’m excited to following his friends too bad.
This guy can take hints, I got to be careful.
“Hmm.” he let go of me.
My eyes flutter as I look at him. He turned serious in a sudden and I know I tried what’s on my mind too late.
“Hm?” I tried to be oblivious.
“I have news for you.” His voice almost sounded like he spat it. Okay, my boyfriend is jealous again.
I refrain from rolling my eyes.
“I hope its a good one.” I grinned, trying to lighten the mood.
Xander bit his lower lip but I can see he was trying to stop himself from smiling.
“It is.” he finally chuckled. He moved closer again and imprisoned my body with his arms. He dipped his head on my neck and inhaled softly.
“What is it?” I asked in a whisper.
I can read Xander well. He cancel physical contact with me when he’s jealous or angry at something I did, but when he’s not, his hands are all over me.
“We’ll do ‘it’.” he whispered on my neck and I jumped when his teeth grazed on my skin there.
I’m not dumb to not get what he meant but I’m shock! I thought he can’t?
“I’m a virgin.” I said, trying to remind him.
He sighed and dipped his head more.
“I’m breaking my rule for you.”
I was stunned when I heard him said that. I bit my lip and my breathe hitched. He will break his rule for me, huh? Should I be happy?
Why does it seem that I was not pleased when this is what I wanted from the start?
“Are you that shock to be speechless?” he chuckled and moved away from my neck to look at me.
I rolled my eyes and diverted my eyes away. I’m afraid he might read into me.
“Whatever. Are you sure about it now?” I asked. I can’t do anything now, anyway so might as well proceed to my plan.
But why I feel like I am not sure about it now?
“Yeah. I can’t stand the thought that someone will take you when it should be me. The boyfriend.”
I bit my lip and nodded slowly before looking at his eyes.
“When will we-”
“Tonight. I will make you mine tonight, Sabrina.”