Her Boys

Chapter Eleven

Chapter 11

Sabrina’s POV

What is this feeling?

My heart keep beating fast and uneasy since I heard Xander said that. Am I nervous? This is the plan , so why am I feeling this weird?

“You okay, baby?” Xander whispered in my ear.

We’re now seated on a VIP table inside the Docks. Xander were beside me and his hand were rested above my legs since the moment we came in.

I feel how territorial Xander is of me.

And I know he is being like this because of Yael’s bold gazes to me. Yael was seated in front of us. We’re not in a circular sofa but more of two-one-two chairs.

“Yep.” I smiled at him.

“You’re not having your drink. Penny for your thoughts?”

I looked at my glass of alcohol and yes, I haven’t drink a drop from it. I bit my lip and looked at Xander again.

I think I’m nervous. I think I don’t like the thought of… having s*x with him.

This is sudden. A feeling I did not know I will have at the last minute.

“Hey…” Xander whispered again to get my attention. I’m f*****g spacing out.

“Y-Yeah?” I blinked as I look at him frowning. “I’m fine. I was just thinking…”

“Are you having second thoughts?” he raised a brow.

“What? Pfft. No.” I strongly deny and sipped on my drink.

I can feel Xander’s judgment from the way he look at me. He just read through me that even my act can’t find a hole to escape from.

Yael’s burning gazes is not helping to ease down my weird emotions at all!

I sighed and eyed Xander.

“I swear, I’m not. I just can’t believe that you will do ‘it’ with me.”

“What are you planning if I didn’t?”

I shrugged. “Find someone else…”

“That’s the same reason I’m willing to break my rules for you.” he smirked.

My hand holding the glass was left mid-air. There’s this unfamiliar heartbeats in my chest again, its confusing me.

I just smiled. I don’t know what I should response to that, to be honest.

“But if you don’t think tonight is a right time--”

I snapped my head to look at him. “No, uh, it’s fine.”

Xander smirked. “Hmm,”

“What?” I frowned.

“I’m just wondering where that little tiger went? You seemed… submissive right now.” he said and chuckled.

I wanted to completely melt in shame from what I heard! I can feel my cheeks flushing but instead of letting him win in this situation, I smirked.

I leaned to him enough to press my chest to his arms. The way his hand was rested on my legs turned to a tight grip.

“Is it not to your liking?” I whispered in his ear. His hand on my legs gripped even tighter as a groan escaped his lip.

“f**k,” he cursed. “Do you think I have time to pick preferences? As long as its you, I wouldn’t care about anything else.”

I laughed from how Xander sounded. Its like I have a tamed puppy in my arms, ready to do what I want just to be caress.

“Then should I dominate you tonight? Or should I be waiting to be punished while on my knees?” I laughed again when Xander groaned in frustration.

Instead of joining my silliness, Xander drew me closer to him and planted a kiss on my temple.

“Hmm, you’re extra sweet right now.” I noticed.

“Because I would try having vanilla for the first time. This is warm up, lady.” he chuckled.

I pouted my smile. “I would not mind a hard f**k, Xander…” I whispered teasingly.

He rolled his eyes at me and chuckle. “Not on your first time.” then he looked as if thinking. “But I’ll give just that for you right after.” he grinned.

I laughed but it was cut by Yael’s sudden words.

“Jolo, do you know any reason why a person needed a muscle relaxant medicine?” was his head-snapping words.

I stiffened.

I know my brother have confirmed Yael that I am sick but how come he knew I was taking that type of med?

“Dude, I’m not a doctor!” Jolo laughed. “How would I know?”

Xander turned his head to them by now, taken by the topic, but I could not manage to look at Yael or Jolo.

“Your family owns a pharmaceutical company, so…” Yael shrugged and I can hear his laughter in his voice.

“Hm, maybe for spasms? Cramps? Stiff muscles? We own the company but knowing every disease for every med is not on my scope.” Jolo laughed.

“Say, Yael, are you trying to kill your frequent boner? That med might help.” Marko joked and laughed.

The crowd does not seem to know something and I was not sure if Yael was asking that because he knew what I take.

It’s impossible, though.

I decided to look at Yael and I found his eyes fixated on me. He is already gawking at me as if waited for my head to turn. His face is on lit, and there’s a huge grin in his lips.

From that moment, I knew that the conversation he opened up is connected with me.

I averted my eyes almost quickly to Xander who was talking with Jolo now.

“Uh, excuse me. Bathroom.” I said, standing up.

“I’ll come with you.” he offered but I shook my head.

“I can manage.” I said with a smile and head on the dark corners of the bar.

My heart was pounding loud and deafening that I think my body is getting numb.

Damn. I should’ve drunk a lot early so I’m not easily affected with everything.

I went inside the bathroom and thanked God its not crowded like the usual. I’m in shock, and so I stood up in front of the marbled sink and stare at my reflection to the mirror.

Dr. Goose has prescribed a muscle relaxant to me and another psychotic drug. The latter will help to stop the dependency to pleasure, while the former is to weaken my body and stop my urges to masturbate.

The only thing that kept on running on my head is how the hell Yael found out about the first drug.

The group of girls inside the bathroom that was with me has left and their dying down voices echoed on my head. It’s not a good sound…

Closing my eyes shut, I exhaled and calmed myself.

Head up, girl. Chin up.

I heard the door again and when I open my eyes, I saw Yael locking it before leaning on the wall beside the door.

He was looking at me right on the mirror and I did the same, not bothering to turn and face him for real.

“I’ve been looking for answers but I guess I should have go straight to the person who can give what I’m searching for.” he started.

I bit the insides of my lips and fought his gaze without blinking.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I hissed.

He pursed his lips and I saw his eyes gawked on my body before turning back to look at my eyes on the mirror.

I found that simple gesture hot.

Fucking hormones.

“Why are you taking those med?” he asked straight.

This time, I looked at myself on the mirror.

I sighed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, Yael.” I repeated and washed my hands. I think I need it to cool down the heat that starts to crawl up my sleeves.

“Don’t deny it, Sabrina.”

I heard his footsteps coming near me and I almost stiffened on my feet.

He stopped and now stand behind me. The warmth of his body quickly enveloped my back. My mind recited multiple curses but I busied myself with drying my hand with the tissue.

“I saw it on the trash outside your house.” he continue.

I knew it. Spencer wouldn’t say something so trivial to him, he must’ve found his way.

“That’s not mine.” I continue to lie.

“It’s a lot. Spencer does not look like he needed it and you are the one I saw gulping down some pills. What was wrong with you, huh? Why are you taking it?”

Yael seemed too confident that the med is mine and I know there is no use of denying it.

So I sighed loudly and faced him.

“Mind your business, honey.” I smirked and even with trembling knees, I walked past him to escape the suffocating distance between us.

Yael was quick to grab my arm, and his next moves was quick. He held both sides of my waist and made me sat on the marbled sink. He placed his hands beside me, towering me with his height.

I hissed loud and rolled my eyes.

This is not a good thing. My condition is easily triggered by his presence and having him this close is not helping at all.

“You’re my business, honey. So tell me now before I lose it. You, Sabrina, has been f*****g on my head.” his every word is emphasizing his frustration and annoyance about something I don’t think I would know what.

“Good. It’s not my job to give you peace of mind, Yael.”

“What did I do to you? You’re angered about something and don’t dare deny it because I can feel how hard you try to get rid of me.”

You f****d my mind, too! That’s what you did to me!

I smirked and chuckled.

I placed my palm on his chest and his eyes moved to look at my hand. His expression looked like that simple move has burned him.

“I just hate you, a lot. Your mere existence in this world is sin enough.”

“See that? I don’t know where that wrath came from, even your brother has the same hatred but I remember leaving the country without doing anything wrong with you both.”

It’s because my condition was born the moment you left the country, you fucker!

I did not bother to response to him because I feel like I’m at the verge of spouting my truth if I will.

Instead, I manage to calm myself, my heavy breathing and my pounding heartbeat. The warmth of his body coming from my small palm even helped, I think.

Yael sighed after a long moment of my silence.

He grabbed the wrist of my hand on his chest and encircled it on his neck, drawing me even closer to him.

My legs has widened when he pushed himself closer to me. This position is too intimidating that all my effort to calm myself put my heart again in chaos!

“Sabrina…” he whispered as his eyes stabbed straight into my soul. I gulped once, trying to make a straight I-don’t-care face.

Yael dipped his head to my neck and I heard him exhale my scent. The way his breath touches my skin was tingling.

“I don’t want you far from me. I hate the way you pushes me away when all I longed is for the right time for you… I waited, hard, for the right time under desperate measures.”

I was lost with his words. What is this prick even saying?

“I told you, you’ll bloom but I didn’t know you will be perfect…” he hissed. “Man, what the f**k am I saying.” he muttered a curse.

“G-Get away--”

“No.” he cuts. He looked up to me and his eyes are pleading, almost begging for something I don’t know what is. “You’re mine.”

My eyes widened and now his every words sink to me altogether.

Those… was he trying to… was he confessing something--

No! Sabrina, you fool! That womanizer is a pro! Don’t fall from his sugarcoated words!

I pushed him away but only managed to take his head off my neck.

“I’m Xander’s. Now get off me, my boyfriend is waiting.”

“Boyfriend.” he chuckled. “We both know that he is not your boyfriend, Sabrina.”

My brow furrowed. “I’m pretty sure he is. In fact, we’ll finally f**k tonight. Why are you meddling with my life, anyway?”

“Don’t you dare give him what was mine to begin with.” his voice was stern and roughened.

I frowned.

“What was yours?” I laughed. “And what’s your say in this exactly?”

“I might have not watched over the flower as it grows but the flower is mine.” he growled. “Don’t you dare give him your first time, don’t dare share what is mine.”

The way he talk over gritted teeth was so possessive, its heating me up! f**k!

How dare he treat me like I’m his possession? I’m not a thing, and I’m certain I don’t belong to him and to anyone!

“I don’t have time for your idiocy.”

“I want you, can you see that?”

My jaw dropped.

This fool!

Oh, I forgot! The mighty Yael Domingo, sole heir of the Domingo’s wealth gets what he wants when he wants, where he wants.

I raised my brow at him. “So?”

“Fuck.” he muttered. “Just break up with Xander! Be with me! f**k!” he was not raising his voice but there was emphasized frustration in every word.

I don’t know but the way he says all that sounds so satisfying into my ear. How I longed to be one of his f*****g whores? How I downgrade myself just to be of his tastes?

Seeing it now, I realized how i***t I am to long for Yael. To get addicted with his… with this.

I struggled to move away from him but I managed to escape him. I stood straight in front of him and looked him straight into his eyes.

“I don’t want to be yours and I’m not sorry that I’m not. Xander is way better than you.” I said and get out of there.

That was half lies. I know Yael is on top of them all. Of all the men living in this world.

But choosing Yael is like causing myself to walk through the hellfire. If I become one of his whores, I’ll be just a past-time, a cheap-b***h licking his feet.

I walked out of the bar through the back door and texted Xander to come out. I am nervous that this is finally happening, that I’m finally willing to give up my v-card and finally experience the pleasure of s*x but I am ready.

Hell, with the way my wetness throbbed now, I knew I am.

Yael is my trigger. He always make my s****l urges snap. And I don’t plan to take any meds tonight, I will use Xander to sate myself.

But…

I was not aware.

That this night.

Is another truth that will slap my face like a b***h.