Forced To Be An Alpha's Mate

Episode 5

CHAPTER FIVE

Emmy's POV.

As Nina explained to me that I was pregnant with Ethan's child. My heart definitely sank. I couldn't breathe or think or move. I reached my hand to my stomach. And I could feel it. That's why I was sick! It's been it all along. Its been the baby.

I sobbed into her arms, I hated that thing inside of me. I hated myself. All I saw my funeral, I wanted myself dead.

''Emmy? Ethan wants this baby. He has told me already he wants you back after you know about your pregnancy.'' She told me as she wiped her tears off.

I was speechless, he wanted me back? It has all started all over again? His torture? My bad luck. My fate. My loneliness. My plights. My life. Everything is broken, I saw it all fall apart.

I was going numb,

''Emmy, He is an Alpha. The strongest one alive maybe. Don't fight him, just accept whatever he is trying to do. Fighting him and being reluctant to his decisions will cause trouble not for you but everyone. I am not saying you to love him, but all those innocent people who die because he takes his anger off on them. His decisions are blurred because he has you on his mind. You affect him in the way no one ever has.'' she finished.

Am I ever going to finally breathe? Am i?

Emmy's POV.

What did she expect me to do? What was I going to do? Escape? Just to get caught by Ethan. I was left with a question which only had a one reasonable answer and action. I had to say yes I had to accept Nina's offer. I might hate Ethan and all I have for him is hatred but I am not that cruel and cold or maybe heartless to kill a baby. I couldn't kill the thing inside of me. For its sake I had to. I had made my decision. I will never love Ethan; I will never feel for him, I will always hate him. He will always be the bad person in my life. He was nothing more but a father to my child. But what if I go the palace and I have to pretend to be his Luna? It's not that easy! I can't just do it but, I have to.

''Emmy? Are you ready to go the palace?'' She let go off me and stood up.

''I will go to the palace but what scares me is that what if he tries to do it again?'' I said as I let tears fall down.

Yes, I didn't trust him at all. But after the mark I felt defenceless and vulnerable. I hated the feeling but I just didn't felt safe.

''We will be in the palace honey; no one's going to hurt you. Sammy and I aren't letting that happen.'' She convinced me and she was so sure of her words that it made me believe her.

Ethan's sudden change in attitude was a topic she bragged about telling me how much Ethan had changed since I came in his life, oh well same here, he destroyed me and my happy self was long gone.

As we made it out the hospital in the clothes Nina gave me, a simple sleeveless black dress. I felt uncovered but she kept telling me I was pretty. Not to brag, I did not feel pretty, I just feel used.

Going and living in his stupid castle was obviously not on top of my bucket-list, I've always been into Disney movies, Yeah I'm seventeen, guess what? Some people just don't grow up and my obsession with Taylor swift was one thing. I just couldn't wait to meet Sammy. He is been so good to me; I just wanted to thank him, Nina too. I mean they are both so humane. Humanity is blossoming inside of them, or maybe what happened to me was really heartless and inhumane so I think that everybody who isn't a monster like Ethan is a really good person? AND who'd think he was when he was running out leaving scars? He would catch a cold with the mean icy attitude in his soul. He was done with life, he was a true monster. He didn't care; he just destroyed packs, killed families and made a joke out of something as precious as a heart or as living. Taking someone's innocence was brutal, it wasn't right. Fear crept through my mind whenever that night was remembered by me. Every vein in my body started going numb and the same time it was fire! At the end I would just feel alone, sad, miserable, defenceless , vulnerable and most importantly insecure. But I wasn't going to loose hope. This time for my baby and I was going to stay really strong. I wont let anything happen to me because it wasn't about me only, it was about the baby now.

Nina and I made our way out the hospital as I stepped outside, the sun was glowing so bright, the sunshine almost cracked my eyes open, it shone so brightly. I haven't been out much since that day but it felt good, the sun's warmth gave me that overwhelming feeling. I loved it.

Nina pointed out her car which was no surprise a bloody expensive PORCHE, Yes I am obsessed with cars. I used to feel so excited over tiny little things but it was like I lost myself some where in that forest when I met that vicious Alpha, Why was I even running in that direction? That particular day? That one minute? The sudden second? My mind was filled with if's and why's.

Ethan's POV.

I was sitting in my car, I was anxiously waiting for her to come out, I couldn't wait to see her, I had in that momentum no control over myself as I saw her coming out the exit door of the hospital. She was too naïve too innocent and too pure and too good for me. I didn't believed that I had her, she was mine, I had marked and she carried my baby. As she narrowed her eyes because of the sun as it shone brightly today, the way she made her hand reach her face to block the sunshine to get to her eyes, everything about her made me want to go to her. Hold her and feel her.

And I couldn't take it anymore, as it was too hard for me. They were about to reach their car as I approached them.

As she was about to sit in the car, I quickly grabbed her hand and spun her around to make contact I snaked both my hands up to her waist and pulled her closer into a hug. She stood still, I nestled my head into her neck and inhaled her scent deeply. And then I felt her trying to push away, I only held her tighter, I couldn't let go, not now.

''Stop pushing me away, I cant go away from you any more.'' I whispered as I clenched my jaw, I didn't wanted to be angry or hurt her, but I was so done with her being reluctant towards me.