Forced To Be An Alpha's Mate

Episode 6

CHAPTER SIX

Emmy's POV.

He was holding me so tight it was getting harder to breathe, memories from that night just haunted me again, I felt my knees and feet getting numb and in no time I collapsed into his chest and everything went black.

1 and a half hours later-

I woke up in a lavish room, a room filled with almost all the latest equipments, it looked like a boy's room you knew it when you saw those a Xbox and a couple of play stations. And because I could feel Ethan's scent, and as soon as it hit me, he was right there beside me, besides all those efforts I could make or I was about to make I remembered Nina's words , they were shouting in my mind. As I looked up to him, I gathered all the courage I could and managed to stay still in my position, no movements.

He was looking down, and I was too right after I saw his eyes were fixated to my abdomen as he reached his hand for it I pushed away in no time.

''If you w-want your baby to be fine…just, just stay away from me. Or I will kill us both.'' I managed to say these words, I gasped. The room was surrounded by a thick layer of tension, few moments of silence and then Ethan got closer, I crawled backwards on my elbows but as soon as I reached the headboard I was forced to lay my head down on the pillows as Ethan made his way on top of me.

I swear it was so difficult, movie of that night kept playing, now when finally I started to get normal.

''I wont hurt you, I promise I wont. But, nothing is getting to this baby, and by nothing means not even you, Nobody can hurt it. You are going to be in this room, and you are not to leave my sights at any cost because here Im just a Prince, My father takes care of the King business and I will be called when its completely and reasonably necessary, other times? Im here in this room with you and you are going to go wherever I want you to, you are going to do what I want you to, And please for the sake of those wolf spirits out there, Stop it, Stop fighting me!'' he whispered into my ears, yelled at me or whispered? More like ordered me with some conditions.

With much much hesitation I managed to say,''Okay.''

''Good.'' He softly spoke as I watched his eyes shift shades, they were ocean blue again. He kissed my cheek and made his way up and in the bathroom.

His words were enough to leave holes in my body and heart, all over again. I niggled to those wolfspirits out there, I was snivelling. I would only pause to catch breaths and that was it. I heard Ethan come out the bathroom, I tried to stop myself as I pressed my face against the pillow under me, I was covered with sheets so I just covered my face with my hands.

Ethan's POV.

She was shedding tears as I stepped out after washing my face, I had to have control over myself it was necessarily important, I couldn't hurt her again and again and again, and I kept doing it for no f*****g reason. Instead of showing her how f*****g much I love her. All I could do to her was f*****g make her cry, that was the f*****g best thing I could do. Why doesn't it always go the bloody damn way I want it to? Why? Why it always goes the very opposite. I was so f*****g tired of my life now. My mom, My dad and even my brother who lived a few miles away from me but we haven't met in 4 years, and we f*****g hate each other. Yeah, my life was f****d and because of that I f****d others up so that would make me feel better anyway. But I eventually calmed down every time I saw her, my heart instantly melted but I don't know what happened in that jet. I will curse that day for the rest of my life.

I reached her sat right beside her, still a few inches away. I didn't wanted her to push me off, that distance was killing me. I just wanted to hold her so close, my wolf it was craving her.

I tried to rub her back and closed the distance as I reached her waist and placed my hands over it.

''Stop it, you are just getting stressed and tired, think about the baby for a minute.'' I told her making her look at me.

She was hesitant at first but did changed the side and now was facing me, still crying painfully. It broke me, it did.

I don't know why I always felt extremely bad about myself when I was with her of course because I took her innocence, the thoughts were haunting , my mind wanted to think but it was on fast forward, I couldn't think straight.

''Stop crying.'' I whispered as I tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear, I could see the mark and made my way to it, as I gently rubbed it with my thumb, she got distracted.

''Stop touching it.'' She said as she touched my hand to bring it down her neck.

When she touched me I couldn't help but feel god knows what to call it, I have been with so many girls but she made me feel something different in a really good way.

What I did was what I shouldn't have, asking her for forgiveness was one stupid thing and or that was lame s**t. I had this undesirable urge to kill. I wanted to kill, I wanted to calm my wolf down. I Just

wanted to be with her. But this urge? It needed to be filled.

In no time I left the palace, I felt uncontainable power inside of me and it needed to get calmed, last time it happened I ruined Emmy. This time I cant, I cant even think about it.

Emmy's POV.

I don't know how him, and why he always managed to make me shiver to death with him beside I felt extremely vulnerable and defenceless , as much as I hate to admit to the fact that he made me feel safe and I wanted him but I also stood steady on the promise that I made to myself about hating him, it was the mark making all the trouble, after all we were god damn mates! So those feeling were nothing new at all.

I was lying on the bed still sobbing a bit as Nina came rushing in,

I was staring at her in disbelief still trying t process those worried and sweating looks on her face but, she started talking herself and left me with swallowing whatever she had told me.

She said, ''Emmy! Ethan is out and with the amount of anger he stormed off in, I think he might hurt somebody. You should really call him.'' She said with breaks as pausing to catch her breath up.

Before I knew Sammy had walked in,

''Hey, Errr, How are ya? Um I heard--- you look okay ,I am sorry and uh ah Ethan looked pissed and no wonder you made him pissed because you are the only legend who can, Haha funny? Yeah. I just, Just save a life Emmy, call him to come back.'' He said with funny voices and humor filled with it and his smile eventually made me chuckle a bit.

''Okay, I will.'' I sighed.

They both nodded and hugged me and left, yeah in the room where the only scent was Ethan's. the scent made me relax but it made me drown in my own sorrows too. I was so confused.

I called him, he didn't picked up on the first 3 calls but when he finally did.

''Hey? Are you okay? Is something wrong?'' He worriedly and in a rush asked me.

''I-I want y-you to c-come back home, E-Ethan.'' I said in such fearfulness voice, that I was myself amazed that he made me that scared. Ouch.

''Is everything okay?'' He asked me again.

After 15-20 minutes Ethan arrived taking no time to pull me into a hug.

''Is everything okay?" He asked me again, looking slightly worried.

''Yeah, I just wanted you home. '' I said and hugged him back.

Sooner or later I did realised that the only way Ethan would be in control was if I was nice to him. And I didn’t wanted poor people dying because Ethan wanted to take his anger off on them.

''Where were you?'' I asked after pulling back.

''Out.'' He said while pulling me back so I could face him.

''Why are you SO nice with me? You don't exactly like me or anything." He said as he pulled strand of my hair in the back if my ear.

''I am tired pushing you back.'' I finally replied after a few moments of silence.

''I am also tired of that.'' He replied wrapping his arms around me.

''Im going to go meet Sammy, I'll be back.'' I said as I pulled away from him.

''Okay, I'll wait and show you around the palace after that.'' He kissed my forehead and I quickly backend.

After what I did in that room, I was in tears. I had just told him something I didn’t meant. I was too broken to tell my rapist I am not pushing him back from me anymore.

These thoughts crept my mind as my eyes started to get blurry and the last thing I remember was tripping down the stairs and falling down with the unbearable pain in my stomach.

3 hours later after the incident.

I woke up in Ethan's room. My head was heavy. I still couldn't get through the event that took place while I was so careless to trip down tue freaking stairs.

And then I saw Ethan come rushing in to me, hugging me and nestling his head into my neck. So Ethan-y I must say. As much as I love it that much I hate it.

''Is the baby okay?'' I asked as soon as I remembered about the baby.

''Emmy..--'' He had his gaze on me.

''What happened?'' I asked as tears rolled down my cheeks.

''Its not your fault.'' He finally spoke after a few minutes silence.

''It is.'' I said as I hold onto him tight enough calm myself down. The baby was gone.

I was done pushing him away. I was so done. I had to admit my feelings for him. No matter what he did, he was my mate. As far as I could push him was it. Now I was done pushing him off. I couldn’t, I needed him. And now I was definitely not letting him go.

Its not Stockholm Syndrome. Its..its accepting what I should've a long time ago.Chapter 16. -Past Knocks On My Door.

I woke up in warm and safe arms, I was pressed to someone's body, keeping me warm and safe.

I could smell Ethan's scent.

When I tried to get away Ethan pulled me close and rubbed his nose against mine.

''You're awake. '' He whispered.

''Y-yeah.'' I replied with a soft kiss on his nose.

I had this urge to touch his face so I did, I placed my hand on his cheek. I saw a scar there. On his fine spotless skin, I saw a scar not much prominent.

I was staring at it that he told me what was it.

''Its um, its nothing just some attacker, left it during pack wars!'' he quickly took my hand in his and kissed it.

'' We should get out the bed n-now.'' I asked as shaking bad.

Maybe he noticed it.

''No, its better here I think. I get to be close to you and well I know you're safe and I don't have to worry and thr Palace is too big. I absolutely don't want you around with anybody else but ME.'' He said sounding soft.

I melted almost to that, but there was a lot to catch up on.

''Ahh, Okay. But -'' I replied but I was cut off.

''Yea yeah, I have responsibilities and duties. Im aware of that but two things :

Being with you is much better.

And,

My dad needs me only when needed. He takes care of stuff. I was sent to L.A. For practice and to take down Dylan's pack.

I found you there.'' He said as he placed a kiss on my forehead.

''Oh, So we are together for most of the time?'' I asked a little confused myself as I didn't wanted to take it so fast but what's the harm?

''Yes! Fortunately. " Ethan replied with a smirk. Oh I wish I could wipe that signature smirk off his face!

After a few moments of silence,

''Emmy? I wanted you to know something.'' he whispered.

'Okay, Go on.'' I responded.

''Um your friends, best friends?'' he said with a soft look.

''What about them? Did you hurt them? Where are they? Please can you tell me please. '' I stood up and I was still shaking, my heart was sinking. Something mustve happened to them.

''Hey, Hey calm down. Come here.'' He said that pulling me back to lay down he wrapped his arms around me again.

''They're okay, actually they are here. You know they were joining thr Black-Pyramid's but my father had to call me back so now they are coming here to the Island. They were supposed to be dismissed but I came to know she was your bestfriend. She knows about you being here, the Sarah girl.'' he told me and kissed my nose.

I was absolutely surprised and literally happy. A beaming smile was up on my face.

''OH MY GOD! Really? Thank you. So. Much.'' I said as I kissed his cheek.

I quickly came to my senses and controlled my happiness.

''Um. Sorry, I just... It really means much.'' I said as I tried to stand up but he pulled me back on the bed and got on top of me.

''Don’t say sorry. I just loved what you did.'' He said that as he kissed my cheek sat beside me.

''You must be hungry.'' he said as he took his shirt off.

“Yeah, I-Iam.'' I said as I stood up.

''Im going to shower, then I'll show you around this place and I'll most probably take you to the airport if I don't get a meeting aligned and then I want you to come with me somewhere.'' He said as he opened the bathroom door.

''Okay. Where's Nina? I want to meet her.'' I said as I really did.

''Oh, wait. Jackson will show you the way. He'll come in a few seconds.'' Ethan told me and walked off in the bath.

After a few minutes, there was a knock on the door.

I went to open it and I found a golden brownish hair guy with emerald green eyes and a very innocent like face.

''Luna.'' He said as he bowed down.

''Are you here to take me to Nina's?" I asked .

''Yes, Luna. You shall follow me to Princess's room.'' He said still bowing down.

''Umm ahh, Call me Helain and please don’t bow down, okay? Its weird.'' I said as it really was weird.

''Okay, Lu--Emmy." He said looking a little up, but still not my face.

As I followed Jackson to a big hallway I could see many pictures of Ethan with his family. Nina and Sammy too. The red carpet was so royal. Everything was lavish. That palace was a masterpiece.

We reached down to a really big room door. In the wood there were ancient paintings carved in it.

Before Jackson could knock I heard sobs after sobs. After Jackson knocked Nina starting shouting.

Leave me the f**k alone, whoever you are!

Go away!!

''Princess, Emmy is here.'' Jackson called out.