Forced To Be An Alpha's Mate

Episode 3

CHAPTER THREE

Ethan's POV.

I didn’t wanted to leave her but I will come back a while later as I know she wont stay long there, no one will let her. She will have to turn to me. Its good she is depending on me only now after her family.

Emmy's POV.

I was surprised Ethan would let me out his sight and leaving me somewhere. As he was so possessive over me. Which was annoying and made me hate him because after all truth be told, I cant love him. He killed my dad and brother.

I rang the doorbell and kept ringing until someone would open. I wouldn’t believe this.

Then my mom opened.

''Mom..'' I started crying as I said that.

''OhMyGod Emmy where have you been? My daughter.'' As she wrapped her arms around me.

Trina came running to me. I was so happy. I went in the living room with them. They both were so happy but there was something wrong. I could tell, they were happy but something was wrong.

Before any more thinking I saw my grand dad come in.

''Have you told her?'' As he sat down on the single sofa.

''Told me what?'' I was shaking I kind of knew nothing about what was happening.

No one spoke,

''Mom? Mom! Mom are you hearing me? Trina? Trina talk to me. What were you people talking about?'' I kept asking questions and finally grand dad started talking.

''Listen Emmy, you know we all love you but Alpha Ethan...." before he could finish. I interrupted, ''What the hell?'' I said.

''Where the hell is this going? What did he do? Did he threaten you people? Mom and Trina you don’t have to be afraid of him!'' I finished and stood up the couch and knelt in front of Grand Dad and told him ''Grand dad please tell me what happened?'' I sobbed.

His eyes were teary and watery.

He looked away from me, all I could feel was rejection from my own family now?

''You're like my daughter but Alpha Ethan is your mate.'' He told me finally.

''I Know and I also want to remind you he is the murderous guy who killed my dad and brother but most importantly I don’t want to have a mate yet or anything, Mom please tell him.'' I requested and sobbed hard.

''You have to go Emmy, back to him'' My mom told me off.

''What?'' I gave her a confused look.

Before I knew she grabbed my arm and started pushing me to the house door.

''What are you doing, Mom please!'' I shouted.

She got me out the house from the door and locked it. I was crying on the door steps I had no idea what was happening. I hated Ethan to bits. I hated him so much and I swear I would die but love him or mate with him.

I was thinking all this while walking on the blank and empty road. I had no idea where I was going it was all so dark at night. I thought about going back to Ethan's once but I would never do that. The closest people to me right now were Sammy and Nina but contacting them was contacting Ethan in a way which I did not wanted. All I felt for him was hate.

I thought it through, I was penniless I had nowhere to go so I thought about getting rid of myself. And beginning to shift into my wolf and run to the lake.

Ethan's POV.

It had been almost a few hours since she left. It was time for me to go get her. I drove to her house and Dan was outside with her sister and Mom I figured. I walked out of my car and made my way to them.

''Where's she?'' I asked worried because I didn’t see her with them!

''She is gone.'' Her sister replied crying.

''What? gone where?'' I shouted.

''We don’t know!'' Dan answered bowing down to me.

Her mom was silent, I suspected something wrong.

''Last time, okay? Where the hell is she?'' I shouted at them.

'' I kicked her out of the house to make it easy for her to leave us!'' She finally spoke.

''What? What the fu*k?'' I shouted.

I took off before more confrontations I just drove off to find her, I knew she hated me for this. I didn’t meant it to happen this way. I Just wanted her to be mine. And thats all. I didn't wanted all this to go like this! The worry blew my veins to pain, where was she? How was she? Thats all I could think.

Emmy's POV.

I knew exactly what I needed to do. And that was to kill myself, I hoped my family and Alpha Ethan could live calmly after that, with me out of the picture. I was crying badly when I reached the lake. I thought before I was done with myself, I would just admire the beauty of the nature and the water. It had been ages since I was out, the open air. It felt good but that's the last it was. I was picking my clothes up in my mouth. I shifted back to my human form and changed into them. I went nearer the lake and dipped my toes into the water. I wasn't smiling but it felt good. The moonlight, all I knew was that I was away from Alpha Ethan and his tortures. Whenever I thought about him I looked over to my stomach and wrists and the pain it caused.

I always dreamt of love. I never wanted a werewolf mate, who'd hurt me this much. And I knew because of him yes, Because of Ethan my family betrayed me. They were forced. But even if they were? Why? Why leave me alone? Huh? All those questions as I laid my head on the bare ground. It was all a dream, maybe? Everything wasn't real. I just wanted sleep there, the thought of killing myself had long gone. But I knew I had to get it done with. I had to.

Ethan's POV.

I searched her everywhere, I couldn't feel weaker. I was getting numb. The tension it was weakening me. I needed her, I needed her scent. A little bit but I did more than anything. I don't know why I did such a stupid thing. I should've seen this coming. I wanted her, I was guilty not to mark her not to mate with her. These thoughts were climbing my mind. I needed her so much. Her face, her eyes and her lips. I was hallucinating. The thought of something happening to her, was was was KILLING me.

Just as I was thinking all this, her scent it hit me.

It was so less and faded soon as I was in a car. I drove backwards and forth exacting the position from where I inhaled that scent. It came from the forest, I didn't know what to think anymore. What would she be doing there? But all I knew was that I was close, not a lot but still was and that made me so happy. I wanted run-off to her, and inhale her scent so much.

I parked the car, and shifted into my wolf to reach her sooner. I begun to loose her scent. Maybe my direction was wrong, maybe.

I was searching for a hint of her scent. It hit me again. This time I thought maybe I should go slow so I could keep track of her scent! And thanks to the wolf spirits out there, thankyouuuuuusoooooooomuchhh. It was working.

Just as I reached a lake, I saw something that made every inch of my body shout with pain. My eyes were red, my heart almost stopped.

Emmy's POV.

(That's when Ethan was on the way and hadn’t't reached yet)

I couldn't sleep, I couldn't. I had to get done with myself. I didn't knew if that It'd break my so called mate and so called family, not to mention my so called friends! Who joined the pack of someone who killed my father! The person, the Only person so close to me. If he was alive, this wouldn't have happened. Never. Or my over-protective brother? He would also not let this happen to me.

I didn't waste any time to pick up a sharp stone, and cut my veins off. It hurt as Ethan had ripped them apart once, they weren't healed completely. So it was really easy for them to start bleeding again and this time with flow.

Before I knew, I was feeling dizzy and my eyes were forced to shut, there was much blood on the ground. It was seeping through the stones and into the lake. My last view was the moon and the moonlight, so perfect that what I thought was only about how beautiful it would be if I was with someone else, and maybe that was my last thought as I closed my eyes, I gave my last smile.

Ethan's POV.

There she was laying on the ground, so much blood everywhere around her. I rushed off to her calling her name.

''Emmy? EMMY? Wake up ? Wake up please.'' I kept saying that. I took her into my arms, and hugged her and took her into my arms tighter. I ran, as fast as possible, when I reached my car. I had already mindlinked with Jackson, to call the pack doctor to my house immediately. Everyone had left for the Island. Sammy and Nina with pack, I was to get Emmy in time for the flight but, we couldn't make it! Thanks God I stopped Jackson to stay, he'd go with me.

I kept looking at her pale self, she was beautiful. I've never been needy this much, not this needy for a women's touch. The only time she touched me because she wanted to was when her wolf couldn't take it. She didn't want me much, but that touch made me feel good all over again.

I was crying, this was my fault. Its all my fault. I knew that if she died, I wouldn’t be able to forgive myself, ever.

My mind wasn't willing to think about that, it was killing me enough that she was on the passenger side but not my arms! I just wanted to hold her, feel every part of her body. I wanted to feel her lips. All I wanted was her, I was in love with her.

As soon as we reached the Mansion, our former pack house or pack home.

I got out my car and went for the side where Emmy was, as soon as I reached her I took her into my arms and rushed inside to the house! Jackson was waiting there.

''Where's the doctor?'' I growled.

''He's upstairs in your room Ethan.'' Sammy stood there crossing his arms and looking at me with such a judgemental look.

I had to ask him what the f**k was he doing here? It was my decision to free the mansion and return to the Island where we were rightful royals!

L.A was killing me. And after what Jackson had told me about how my father wants me back because I kidnapped an Alpha's sister and had tried to kill her? Oh well, heck yeah I needed to return. But Alpha Dylan was definitely dead for making s**t up.

All those worries were in my mind that Emmy entered my life.

She was the only happiness I had at the moment. The doctors insisted me to leave her with them and I left the room. I couldn’t see her in that condition. It was only breaking me.

As I reached downstairs, Sammy started confronting me about what I did to Emmy.

''Hi, remember us? Im Sammy Lexington. I happen to be your f*****g brother, and I just saw you giving sudden orders to leave for the Island to our bossy dad, who happens to hate me! And guess what? You broke your promise, too. Aww, you don’t remember that too.'' He sarcastically gave me those looks.

I couldn’t help myself but start crying, as tears rolled down my face, Sammy noticed.

''Please, don't start. Emmy's hurt, and I don't know if she will make it. Just stop.'' I clenched my jaw still trying to hold myself together.

We stayed silent as I stormed off to the living destroying the lounge.

''Calm down, ALPHA.'' Sammy approached.

I didn't listen to him, I kept tearing the place apart.

Sammy got hold of me with Jackson's help.

''She is going to be fine. I know, and she will love you one day if you stop being an ass, bro. Now chill off.'' he told me smiling at me. He rubbed my back as held me.

I really had forgotten that Sammy was my little brother.

''Jackson ? I want you to book 4 tickets to the Island.'' I ordered.

''Okay, Alpha.'' he replied sounding confused.

''Sam I know I broke my promise, I know I did. But Alpha Dylan was going to fight. Father wasn’t allowing for that. He had ordered me to return. As a Alpha I had to listen to the King. I'm sorry, I really am.'' I softly spoke to Sammy.

''Its okay, well I guess Angie and I had a little time together anyway.'' He gave a smile and stood up.

I made my way to the room Helain was being treated. I felt bad for Sammy but still The King was my dad. He played the cards.

The doctors were outside, I got worried.

''Whats happening? '' I shouted.

''Alpha, she is okay for now but she lost so much blood we might need more blood.'' They said bowing down to me.

I was so happy, that my wolf was howling. I couldn't wait to get to her.

''Take mine.'' I said pushing the door to the room Emmy was in.

''Sir, we need not your blood group. Its another and we sense someone here has the same.'' They looked at each other.

''Whoever is that person? May step outside or i'll hunt you down.'' I shouted at the 9 people in that hallway.

''Alpha, its me.'' as Jackson stood out.

''Jackson, Beta? You have to give your blood.'' As I ordered.

''Of course anything for the Luna.'' he smiled and went to some room with the doctors.

''No one shall enter, if I don’t give its permission.'' I called off at the doctors while entering her room.

As I entered the room, I could see her wrist all bandaged up. I was so glad she was fine. I went and sat beside her. I tucked all her hair behind her ears. I wanted to nestle my face into her neck inhale her, mate with her. I needed her warmth. But I had to wait, I promised myself not to hurt her. I will take care of her like a princess. She must loathe me, I deserve this for tearing her apart from her family. That's what I did even if it wasn't my intention anyways. I kept looking at her. I caressed her cheeks, I kissed her forehead.

I was so busy admiring her that I forgot about the blood and how I ordered everyone not to disturb. I stormed out and called for the doctors.

"Alpha we have the blood. It must take half an hour for the drip.'' They said bowing down.

''Half an hour it is.'' I said.

I went downstairs and asked Jackson for the booking of our flight.

''Alpha, there is no way today any flight would go to the Island.'' He said sounding sorry.

''Private jets exist! Find a pilot! Since our pilot already took off for the ISLAND.'' I sarcastically threw it on his face.

''Yes Alpha, I know one. I'll immediately contact him.'' He quickly said and ran away.

''Don’t you think that Emmy is too very good for you?'' Sammy said crossing his arms and saying that sarcastically making it sound like a question and obvious a bit.

''Yes.'' I whispered.

''If you keep treating people like you treat the Ethan-Style-over-Alphaized-mean-rude way and not to forget how brutal and heartless piece of cold stone you can be? She might loathe you even more.'' He said with taking a sip of alcohol.

''We'll leave in 15 minutes.'' I stated, not knowing the exact answer to his question.

''Okay, Alpha. As you ordered.'' He sounded like a jerk at that time, he was clearly taking advantage of me and my bad position.

Jackson had called the pilot and now I just had to pick Emmy up. I rushed off to the room she was in. As I went there they were done with the drip. I told them to dismiss.

I walked closer slowly, covering Emmy with sheets and started to slid my hands under her. She wasn’t pale anymore, as she woke up and saw me I heard her say in a soft whisper that sounded more like crying, ''D-don't touch me, please.'' she said holding the collar of my shirt and looking down as I was halfway holding her up in my arms. Her tears teared me apart, I decided not to stop and I finally got her into my arms and her face was on one side of my chest as she was crying. My shirt was wet definitely. But I thought once we reached the jet, I'll have all the time in the world with her because she was mine, only mine.

She couldn't stop crying, I heard it. Her painful crying destroyed my ears. Why wasn't she happy? Why wasn't she calmed? Why wasn't she glad I was with her? She should feel protected around me not afraid. I knew this was all my fault.