Forced To Be An Alpha's Mate

Episode 2

Tomorrow Morning.

I woke up three inches away from Ethan, I wanted to go run away from him as soon as I saw the chance.

I stood up and left the room and tried to find the kitchen.

As I was walking downstairs I saw Sammy.

''Hey!''

I shouted up from the stairs.

''Morning sunshine! Look at you all healed and good!'' He cheered.

I laughed and then shook his hand,

''How are you?'' I asked.

"Im good, but right now all I need is breakfast.'' He said touching his flat stomach.

''I cook good you know?'' I said giving him a questionable look. I just wanted to get my mind off things.

''Really? Okay Luna. You may follow me to the kitchen.'' He said stretching his arms towards the hallway!

Something was so weird about getting called Luna, my wolf howled and it felt like its all it needed ever.

Sammy smiled at me as we reached the kitchen.

''So, what are you cooking asks my poor stomach.'' As Sammy said that yawning .

''What do you want poor stomach?" I replied l was adoring his humour already.

''Pancakes!'' He shouted.

"Sure.'' Was my response.

As I made the pancakes I landed them over the island counter and then Nina stepped in the Kitchen looking all tired and with her eyes swollen.

''Whats up guys?'' She said as she took some pancakes.

''Gosh these taste good.'' They both munched in.

Emmy I have to go over my friends and I want you to know I will be back soon as I wanted to take you with me but Ethan wont let me.

''You are also out for the day? I had plans with Angie.'' He said looking sad.

''I will be fine guys. Trust me. Don’t worry.'' I said smiling.

They both left the kitchen and Sammy gave me a hug and ran out to his car. Expensive one surely because I could see it from the window. They both were so nice to me.

All this was good. But my sister and mom was all I wanted. Today I'll be meeting them.

As I put the dishes in the sink as turned back I bumped into Ethan's chest. He held my arms by my elbow and stared at me for a while and then nestled his head in my neck and inhaled my scent.

''When I didn’t find you beside me, I got worried.'' He whispered still nestling his head in my neck.

''Im fine Ethan. I was just hungry.'' I replied as holding tears back. I didn’t wanted him to touch me but I also didn’t wanted him to crush my stomach again too. So I couldn’t exactly argue with him and all I could do was to pretend to be nice.

''Could you please don’t leave my sight without me knowing?'' He softly spoke and requested me.

I couldn’t believe his possessive and protective side.

''I wont.'' I said as I was looking down.

He kissed my forehead as his beta came in. He looked worried.

''Alpha , Luna.'' He said bowing down.

''Dismissed.'' Ethan shouted.

''Its important Alpha.'' He kept looking down.

''Come back later.'' Ethan ordered.

''Alpha ..'' Before he could finish I responded.

"You both should talk I am going.'' I said pulling away Ethan and rushing out of the kitchen.

Before I could reach the stairs back to Ethan's room. I heard loud shouts and voices of breaking crockery.

Shit, did I anger him again? Did i? Is his Beta going to pay.

As I stepped one step down from the stairs slowly, I heard more shouting. Ethan was loosing it.

I was scared. As in these thoughts I saw Ethan jumped onto Jackson, forcing him to get out of the kitchen. I couldn't help but feel bad. I ran to Ethan.

''Ethan!'' I shouted.

He looked at me with dark brown eyes.

''Go inside our room.'' he ordered me.

Ex-excuse me? Order me? Yes of course you asshole.

I knew if I disobeyed him and argued he'd leave Jackson alone for some time and his attention will be drawn towards me in no time.

''No I won't and you cant make me because even if you are my ah- mate. I hate you. I loathe you and I wish you die.'' I stated with a shaky voice, I swear I didn't wanted another part of me bruised, wounded or held tightly so much that I would cry out so loud. But, I didn't wanted his Beta to pay because of me too!

As soon as he heard me he looked at me and left Jackson.

He grew his steps closer to me.

''What did you just said?'' He angrily asked.

I could see the hurt, anger, pain and rage.

Mixed emotions. Oh s**t. I regret blabbering whatever I did.

I was quiet because Jackson was released.

''Dismiss, Jackson and I'm not done with you.'' He said while looking at me. His fists clenched and his face hardened.

Before I knew he was literally dragging me to his room.

When we reached his room he dumped me on the bed.

I was afraid really afraid, so very afraid. He warned me about his wolf.

I held my head up going backwards with my elbows as he was coming over me. When I reached the end I started to think to run and wasting no time he caught hold of me and pushed me under him. Our bodies were pressing he had my wrist in is hands and his elbows a little on my waist. Our face was 3 inches away.

''Leave me alone.'' I said while tears were almost out of my eyes.

He held his grip tighter. He wasn’t letting me go. I felt dizzy and blurry. But I didn’t wanted to faint and end up getting changed by the bastard. Like the last time.

''I will never leave you.'' He promised me.

''You said you wont hurt me and now you're doing it again, and you'll never stop it.'' I sobbed once again.

''I will stop as soon as you love me back.'' He whispered still holding me tighter as ever and it hurt.

''Then maybe I should go kill myself because I will never love you back! I will never let you touch me, I'll never mate with you. I'd rather die than do that with you.'' I shouted back.

Im a retard! Shouldn't have said whatever I just did. Okay, now the outcome of my foolishness.

His eyes were watery. I could tell that he was hurt. But he wont stop holding me.

And before I knew my wrists started bleeding.

I stayed quiet this time.

As soon as he felt blood on his hands he released me. I ran away crying down the stairs my wrists still bleeding.

He wasn’t following me. I saw my chance as ran out of the mansion into the woods. I ran as fast as I could.

And then at a point I had bled much that I felt dizzy again, my eyes hurt and everything was blurring a bit.

I kneeled down and saw my wrists. Right behind me there was Ethan running to me. I don't know why I was so angry to see him, I wanted to die but I didn't wanted him to save me.

''Are you okay? What the fu*k? What have I done?'' He shouted.

He held me in his arms and ran as fast as he could to the mansion.

I was in his arms. I couldn’t help but feel safe. As we returned I couldn't take anymore and I blacked out in his arms.

''Hey,Hey don’t close your eyes.'' He worriedly said.

But it blacked out.

I woke up hours later in his room. He was right beside me brushing my hair with his hands and staring me.

''You're awake, how do you fell?'' He asked, sounding soft.

He held me get a little up with the help of pillow's on my back, my head was still heavy.

''Waist, stomach and wrists. Next time my head.'' I whispered.

But he heard that.

''Im so sorry I couldn’t control it.'' He said while a tear ran down his cheek.

I didn't know but every instinct in my body told me to hold him and care for him.

''I said all that stuff so you'd release Jackson. Thats all'' I said putting a hand over his face.

He looked surprised. I just didn’t want him to cry. Or in other words my wolf. It wasn't only me it was my wolf there too, I had to do stuff she wanted too. It was her right.

''What?!?!'' He shouted taking my hand in his both hands.

''You were beating him mercilessly, I couldn’t take it. I'm sorry.'' I gasped.

''Hey look at me.'' As he lifted my chin.

''I love you.'' He said while laying his head on my lap. My wolf loved it. She did. I brushed his hair. I didn’t know what was happening. I was developing feelings for him!

After a few minutes he fell asleep.

As I saw him I smiled. His baby face, I just couldn't imagine that he ripped my kidneys and wrists. Almost did.

Sammy and Nina came rushing in and tried to start talking but they saw Ethan.

Nina told sammy to go out with expressions and left herself too.

Ethan just needed help, maybe?

Emmy's POV.

Next day when I woke up I was on Ethan's bed.

I stood up quickly and found myself changed into a loose black top and some shorts. The same outfit I was wearing was nowhere I was in different clothes, definitely. Not mine.

And then that jackass Alpha entered the room.

''You're awake, slept well?'' He asked biting a apple.

You jerk! Im going to kill you.

''Who changed me? And why?'' I asked with a shaky voice and shaky legs.

As much as I wanted to be strong and kick his balls, on the same time he was brutal Alpha. I heard about how he tortured rogues for fun.

''I did, and because I didn't like you in the other.'' He answered putting on his shirt. He told me that flatly. No sorry no regret. Wow.

Tears streaming down my face, I just couldn't take it. I wanted to kill him right there. I had reasons over reasons to loathe him.

''I hate you, and I wish you die.'' I shouted at him and right ran out the door. Those were the harshest words I could speak. Venomous words. Enough to hurt him? Surely enough to get me in trouble, though.

I was running downstairs as Ethan followed me and tried to stop me from my back with both his hands grabbing my waist. I tried to to take his hands off me but they were tightly gripping onto me. I moved my legs so fast. I was crying and shouting. Whimpering in pain.

''Let me go.'' I yelped. My voice softer and low than a whisper.

As I sat down with his arms hurting my stomach.

''I don't know how many times I'll have to say NO.'' He softly whispered into my ear. Making ''NO'' pop out like poison.

I tried to move again, pulling his hands off me in any way but just off me. He was so strong, he didn’t feel a thing.

He was still holding me tightly from the back I was on the floor between his legs, kneeling and crying.

''You have no right to have me here when I don't want to be here.'' I sobbed. I pleaded him to let go. His grip only tightened.

''You belong to me, I have the right, I have all the rights to you. And if you are scared I changed you into some clothes, I just want to tell you I can do much much more than that. So don’t be so offended just yet sweetheart. Every time you'll run, I will get you back in any way. Mind it.'' He stated, he told me that so sure of what he said. He thought I was a weakling? Oh great.

I started to feel dizzy because I couldn't take it, I was tired and I was helpless. I felt my shirt wet and saw blood dripping from its edges. My waist was cut and it was bleeding.

Ethan's POV.

She was weak, still tried to put up a fight. That part of adorable. I just thought about myself and how much of a monster I was. And then there was she, so pure and so angelic.

I have no idea how I'm going to make her mind that she cant leave. She just cant. My wolf will take over if she doesn't accepts me soon. I'll have to do things, I would not be proud of.

Just as I saw I had hurt her. I really had hurt her and she was bleeding. I couldn't help but feel guilty. I didn't know what to do.

''It hurts.'' She cried and told me.

''Im so sorry, I didn’t meant to.'' I quickly apologised.

I released her and saw much blood, without wasting timeI picked her up in my arms, as she rested her head on my shoulder. I could tell it hurts, there was so much blood. She was continuously crying. I had hurt her, I had done what I wasn't supposed to.

I called Jackson as soon as I could through the mind link.

''Luna is hurt again, doctor now to my room, hurry!'' I ordered.

I laid her on my bed there was a lot of blood. The doctors came rushing in after a few minutes. They insisted me to go out. And I did. If I had stayed there I could've lost control. I couldn't see her like that. I had never felt this guilty of something I did. Guilt was killing me. All I wanted was her to accept me and I ended up hurting her. But she is stubborn. And even if I have to force her again, I will. Feeling less guilty. I went for a run.

She needs to accept me. Its not long I'll loose my temper. No matter how much I love her I can't stop my wolf.

Emmy's POV.

I woke up in a different yet similar room. My head and stomach both hurt. I couldn't move. So I started to get up a little but stopped right after I was up a few inches. Because the pain, was worst.

Then came in Nina and the skinny long haired boy!

''Hey you're awake, how are you feeling?'' She said as she sat beside me on the bed.

''Better.'' I replied. I stopped tears. I was remembering what happened. How he hurt me.

''Hi, I'm so disappointed in Ethan for this.'' Said that boy.

Yea he should be, he's a monster.

''Why wont he let me go?'' I said as tears rolled down my cheeks.

''Im Sammy, Emmy. Similar names we have right?'' Laughingly he made a joke.

I couldn't help but smile. He looked such a caring guy. Lucky his mate or future mate would be.

This is my brother, Ethan's little brother because he happens to be elder than me.

''Um.. Ahh Emmy?''Nina said pulling out a chair from somewhere and sitting somewhere I could see her from the bed with Sammy.

''Look we know you don't want to live here. I do. And you hate Ethan too. Look escaping is foolish. Ethan owns about a pack that strong not any 12 of the Alphas do in the states. And if he wants you, he'll get you. He is an Alpha, Emmy. He can do whatever he wants to. He hurt you yesterday and if you keep up with that behaviour? he could kill you next time for all we know. I just want to tell you to accept him. And then everything might has a chance at settling. I know it will take time but until then please don’t get yourself in trouble arguing with him. And I and Sammy are here if you want anything. We are your friends, and I will talk to Ethan to let you stay in my room until you get well.'' She explained to me as she was my elder sister. I felt good for the first time. But I hated her brother. I had so many reasons now why I wanted away from him.

Before they left Sammy left a kiss on my forehead. ''Im here. Stay outta trouble wolfie.'' He said with a beaming smile and walked away.

Nina said she'll be staying with me.

As I tried to relax down the door cracked open and Ethan was there.

''Hey, Ethan.'' Nina said looking confused.

''How is she??'' He asked looking worried.

Yes. First you hurt me now you ask how am i? Absolutely good.

''She is good.'' Nina said happily.

I was about to say something that she interrupted me and started talking herself. She probably knew I would get in a fight with Ethan, that's all. I wanted to spat venom out of my mouth. But thanks God she stopped me. Ethan wasn't the one I should piss anymore.

''Ethan I was wondering if Emmy could stay with me here until, she heals completely?'' She asked looking weird, and played with her hands until she got an answer.

''No, Im taking her to our room.'' He said coming towards me.

Our? Please tell me this isn't a joke.

''Ethan... stop.. you cant.. she's already scared..stop...'' She said with breaks following Ethan to my bed as that was a large room.

Ethan gave a final growl and said ''NO''.

He was coming up to me. I flinched at that, and tried to crawl back a bit on my elbows. I whimpered in pain.

''Come, here. Don’t be scared. I wont hurt you.'' He pleaded and took his hand out for me to grab.

Nina gave me a look of approval, and nodded her head to take Ethan's hand.

So I did.

He came up to me and said nothing just tried to gently pick me up, He slowly picked me up and started to walk slowly out of Nina's room. I disgust his face. I hated him beyond imagination. As he was taking me to his room tears were continuously falling down my cheeks.

''Are you going to hurt me again?'' I whispered. Unintended my tears got out of control.

''No, I won't. Shhh. Stop. Crying.'' He told me and I nodded. He kissed my forehead.

As we reached his room, he gently put me on his bed.

''I'll send some food, stay here and rest. I'll be back soon." He informed me and and left a kiss on my cheek.

After he did that he left the room.

I was crying.

I started crying out loud.

The food came and I ate it. I was pretty hungry. He hurts me and then apologises.

Some part of me softened for him but 'No'. He's a monster.

After half an hour he came,

I pretended to be sleeping as I changed my side and tucked my face in my pillow, all my hair came onto my face.

''I know you're awake.'' Ethan said sitting beside me at my backside. He tucked my hair behind my ear and I closed my eyes tighter. He caressed my cheeks. All I could feel was disgust for him. I hated him.

''Im sorry, I know it still hurts.'' He whispered in my ear as rested his head on my shoulder.

I didn't replied to anything he said.

Then he stood up, and before I could know he was trying to pick me up.

I'm injured, cant he see? He said he wont hurt me. What's he doing again?

He was still sleeping in my lap. I didn't felt bad I don't know why. My wolf wanted him and it was all her not me.

As he woke up, he apologised.

I somehow didn't wanted him to get off of me.

''Sorry, I just slept in, I was tired.'' He looked sleepy.

''Its okay, I am going to go.'' I said getting up from the bed.

''No wait, don't get up. You need rest. And every time you step outside this room. You end up getting hurt by me and I want to take you out somewhere so get ready.'' He said caressing my cheek and giving a sad smile.

''I don’t think we should go, my wrists hurt and I don’t feel like it.'' I said while looking down at my wrists.

He held my wrists in his hands.

''Im so sorry.'' He said with teary eyes.

''That's what you always say.'' I softly spoke as I pulled my hands and looked away.

He started crying, I could see his hands on his eyes.

''Why are you crying?'' I asked while putting my hand on his shoulders.

''Im so so sorry. I didn’t meant to. I cant control myself. I cant.'' He was still crying.

My Wolf couldn’t take it, all she wanted me to do was to hold him.

''My wolf wants me to hold you, you know?'' As he said that I laughed.

''You do hold me, if I want you to or not.'' I said as he wasn’t looking at me.

''I don't know why but I love you and I can't control myself when you speak like that to me.'' He whispered into my ears!

''You do realise that you kidnapped me? My family is out there searching for me? They are worried Ethan. You might love me since a day. But i've spent my life with those people so they really do love me more and are sick worried.'' As I stood up leaving the room. My wrists hurting bad.

Before I could go any further he stood in front of me this time, not holding me as the parts he could hold were already injured.

''Lets go to meet your family.'' He said to me while tucking my hair behind my ear.

''What?!'' I asked shocked, completely shocked.

''Yes, but you have to come back to me.'' He raised his eye brows as he picked his jacket from the hanger beside the main room door.

''Okay.'' I softly replied. I knew I couldn’t and I wouldn’t too. I wanted my family.

We got out in the dark and walked to his car, a real expensive car. The drive was silent. He really tried to make conversations but I just replied with okay's and yeah's. He happened to know my house. As we reached there I ran to my door, I was so happy. Even he was surprised to see me that happy. Since he kidnapped me and brought me to his house I have been complaining and crying. Thats all.

Then I turned to see Ethan gone and I was really surprised.