Killian POV
I have never felt like my heart was breaking for someone. Like I was failing someone, but hearing the defeat because I FAILED my Eva over something I didn’t even consider…
I need to be better at explaining what is going to happen. What to expect. I failed her in the most simplest of ways... How I need to act when I’m outside of our room. How I need to be when around others.
So f*****g simple yet I stupidly overlooked it.
I HAVE to be better at this. I need to try to be 2 steps ahead, like I need to be as king. As her mate, who brought her here, who transitioned her, took away her human life, I need to be and do better.
I am so angry with myself right now, but I'm making sure she doesn’t see that. I am doing everything I can to try to fix just a simple walk outside of o
