Cinder
Today isn’t a good day. My secret and the memories of the Luna Ball plague me. I can’t think about anything else, and I’m drowning. Should I tell Pike the truth about me being Ella or not? And if yes, how do I tell him in the best way? Is there even a good way to reveal the truth?
Somehow, I doubt it, and that makes this even harder.
I don’t want to ruin my relationship with Pike.
I mean, it’s not like we have a great one, but...damn. The time I’ve spent with Pike recently has made me like him even more, which is terrible since I know everything will be ruined once the cat is out of the bag.
He is going to hate me once he knows what secret I’ve been keeping away from him.
Ugh.
The thought of Pike going back to treating me like trash is weighing me down so badly that I’m barel
