Chapter 1: First Date JittersBeau Chance was a live wire. He had tried to remain calm during most of his planning and preparations, but tonight was going to be a Big Deal. Capital letters. Bold print. Underscore. Exclamation point. Tonight was the night he was having an honest-to-goodness first date with a man he thought about day and night. Just allowing his brain to process those words made him sick with anxiety. So much was on the line and if this didn’t work out, he had no Plan B. He had been on dates before, of course. Well, “dates” might be stretching it. He had gone on a few dates—even a blind one once. He had had a couple of hook-ups and one friendship whose waters got uncomfortably muddied. He had definitely been stood up a time or twelve. But if this went sideways, come tomorro