Sad to belong (Completed)

Chapter 1

Her POV

"HAPPY fifth anniversary, babe …" Maingat na hinawakan niya ang magkabila kong pisngi at unti-unti niyang inilapit ang mukha sa akin hanggang sa naramdaman ko ang paglapat ng labi niya sa aking noo. Napapikit ako, ramdam ng puso ko ang pagmamahal niya para sa akin.

"Happy fifth anniversary." Bahagya siyang lumayo. Pinasok niya ang isang kamay sa bulsa ng suot niyang pantalon at mula roon ay may dinukot ito.

"We've been together for so long. Why not take it to the next level?" Sandaling nagtaka ako sa kaniyang sinabi, ngunit agad ding napalitan ng galak nang binuksan nito sa aking harapan ang isang maliit na kahon na may lamang singsing. "Since, I am so sure with myself na ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Na ikaw lang talaga. Na ayoko sa iba at sa ‘yo lang ako magpapatali. Bumuo na tayo ng pamilya, please . . ." Nakatingala at nakatitig lamang ako sa kaniya. Ni ‘di ko na naintindihan ang iba pa niyang sinabi dahil sa tuwa na nadarama. Ni ‘di ko rin namalayan ang pagtulo ng luha mula sa aking mga mata. I just got back to myself when I felt his thumb wiping the tears that were already dripping down my face. "Babe, I said, pakasal na ta—"

'Di ko na siya pinatapos sa iba pa niyang sasabihin. Basta ko na lamang siyang hinalikan sa kaniyang labi. Tinugon niya ito na may ngiti. Bumitiw lamang kami sa isa't isa nang maramdamang kakapusin na kami ng hangin. Hingal na tumango ako sa kaniya.

"Yes! Of course, babe! I thought you're not gonna ask! I've waited for this my whole life." Sabay lahad ng kanang kamay ko sa kaniya. Nakangiti pa rin niyang kinuha ang singsing mula sa maliit na kahon at isinuot sa aking pang-apat na daliri. Pinatakan niya ulit ng halik ang aking mga labi. Sinipat-sipat ko ang suot ko na ngayon na singsing. Kumikinang ang diamond sa gitna nito. Napakaganda lalo na't suot ko. Nakangiti ko siyang tiningnan. He was staring straight back at me na nakangiti. "I love you."

"Mas mahal kita." It was the most sincere and beautiful I love you that I ever heard from him, and I was so sure that his love was true and genuine.

Kinabukasan, excited na pinuntahan ko si Ely sa kaniyang condo, my best friend. I can't wait to show her my ring in person. She already knew that Mikael had already proposed to me last night because I posted it on my i********:. She has been in Japan since last week for a long vacation. She was supposed to go home next week, but right after she saw my post, she excitedly flew back to the Philippines.

I parked my car in her condo's parking space. I'm her regular visitor, so it was so easy for me to get inside the building. I went inside the elevator and pressed Ely's floor, then pressed the close button. The door was about to close, but a guy hurriedly blocked his hand, which made the door open wide again.

I looked at him, sandali itong natigilan nang mapadako ang tingin sa akin. He smiled at me, shocked! Am I seeing Ian Somerhalder, the Damon Salvatore of Vampire Diaries? I was starstruck for a moment. He went inside. He didn't press any floor numbers and just pressed the close button right away. I guess pareho kami ng floor. He stepped sideways. He stood in front of me. He was holding a bouquet of flowers.

I checked him out. He's, I guess, a 6-footer, just like a basketball player. I looked so small for my 5'5 height. He's masculine and well built, just like an underwear model. He was wearing a black v-neck fitted shirt, black jeans, and designer black and white shoes. He also smells so good, s**t! Ipinilig ko ang aking ulo at kinastigo ang sarili. What am I thinking? I'm engaged for Christ's sake, but here I am drooling for a stranger.

Tumunog ang elevator hudyat na narating na namin ang floor. Nauna ang lalaking kamukha ni Ian Somerhalder lumabas nang bumukas ang pinto ng elevator. Nasa likuran niya ako nakasunod. Nanunuot pa rin sa aking ilong ang kaniyang pabango, huminto ito sa door ng kasunod na unit ni Ely. Sabay pa kaming dalawa nag-doorbell, unang pindot ko pa lang ay pinagbinuksan agad ako ni Ely, halatang excited itong makita ako, bago ako pumasok ay nilingon ko muna ang lalaki, napabawi ako agad ng tingin nang magtama ang mga mata namin at pumasok sa loob ng unit.

His POV

"OH, f**k!" malakas na mura ko sa sarili nang maalala kong anniversary pala namin ni Gly kahapon. I was so busy yesterday dahil nag-umpisa na akong mag-OJT sa sarili naming kompanya. As the eldest son, I am being trained to replace my dad as president of Saavedra Furniture and Designs in the near future. Now I know why Gly refused to answer all my calls. Hinampas ko ang manibela. Bobo mo, p’re! saad ko sa sarili ko.

I went to a flower shop, I bought her tulips. Those are her favorites. I'm going to her unit, if I need to kneel I will, pero mukhang ibang luhod ang nasa isip ko. Pilyo akong napangisi, kung ‘di ko man siya makuha sa santong dasalan then, idadaan ko sa santong paspasan in which I am so good at it.

For the three long years that we've been together, I already knew how I would get her back.

Naglalakad ako sa may lobby dala ang tulips sa isa kong kamay patungong elevator. I rushed when I saw that it was about to close. Iniharang ko agad ang aking kamay upang ‘di ito tuluyang sumara. I was halted nang makita ko ang babae sa loob ng elevator, napatanong ako agad sa aking isipan kung elevator kaya ‘to papuntang langit dahil bakit may anghel sa loob.

Siguro corny ako, pero mukha talaga siyang anghel, kasing puti ng anghel ang kaniyang kutis, mahaba at napakatuwid ng healthy nitong itim na buhok, walang kolorete sa mukha, lahat ng nakikita ko ay pawang natural lamang, kay tangos ng ilong, kay liit ng mukha, she's one of a kind. Ngumiti ako sa kaniya, but she was just staring at me. Pumasok ako, pipindutin ko na sana ang numero ng floor ni Gly, but she already pressed it. Akalain mo nga naman pareho pa ang tungo naming floor kaya pinindot ko na lamang ang close button. Tumayo ako sa gilid ngunit nasa likod ko sya.

Fuck! She smells so sweet and innocent, ramdam ko ang mga paninitig niya sa likod ko, to make sure ay tumingin ako sa harapan. Nakita ko ang reflection naming dalawa sa pintuan ng elevator. I was right, she was checking me out. Was she aware na nakikita ko siya sa salamin? Lihim akong napangisi.

Nang huminto ang elevator, nauna na akong lumabas. Ramdam ko ang pagsunod niya sa akin sa likod. Magkatabi pa ang pakay naming unit, napatingin ako sa kaniya nang sabay kaming nag-doorbell. She's really pretty, on her side view, nae-emphasize ang tangos ng kaniyang ilong at mahahabang pilikmata and not just that, she also got curves.

Oh, f**k! Naestatwa ako nang bigla itong lumingon, maging ito'y parang nagulat din nang magtama ang mga mata naming dalawa, ngunit hinila na siya ng tao sa loob ng unit na ‘yon. Napailing na lamang ako at pinindot ulit ang doorbell ni Gly nang hindi niya ako pinagbuksan. Mayamaya ay narinig ko na ang pag-unlock ng doorknob. Hinanda ko ang pamatay kong ngiti, binuksan niya ang pintuan.

"Magkan—" Saglit itong natigilan nang makita ako. She wasn't expecting me, nalipat ang tingin niya sa dala ko, tapos ay tiningnan niya ulit ako. Nanatili ang mga ngiti ko sa labi, but it faded when she slammed her door right in front of my face.

Pinindot ko ulit ang doorbell, kinatok ko na ang kaniyang pintuan ngunit ‘di niya na ako pinagbuksan.

"Baby! Kausapin mo naman ako, please! Sorry na! Bati na tayo ulit! Baby! I'm sorry I forgot our anniversary. It's just, I was so busy with my training. I'm sorry, please . . . I promise ‘di ko na uulitin, please, baby."

It's our third anniversary; I can't blame her if she acted that way. I knew where she was coming from. I've been missing a lot of time with her for the past few days, but she has been so patient with me. I never heard her complain; she understood me, pero siguro nasagad ko na ang pasensya niya.

"Baby, please . . . I will make it up to you. Baby! Baby, open the door please!" I knocked simultaneously. I didn't care if nabulabog ko man ang buong floor. Kulang na lang ay hampasin ko ang pintuan ng kaniyang unit. Mayamaya ay narinig ko ulit ang pag-unlocked ng doorknob. Sa wakas ay pinagbuksan na niya ako. I thought naawa na siya sa akin, but I was wrong dahil galit itong humarap sa akin.

" Will you please go home! A staff member already called to my attention that somebody from my neighborhood reported to them that you ruined their peaceful life. Please give me some favor, leave me alone! If you won't stop, I'm going to call the security myself and tell them to drag you out of this building! Don't you get it? I don't want to talk! I was even surprised that you still remember na may jowa ka pala!"

She was really mad, I raised my hand to touch her, but she just slapped it away. “’Di mo na ako madadaan sa mga diskarte mong bulok, Jerick!"

She then started to close the door again, ngunit iniharang ko ang sarili ko. Mas malakas ako sa kaniya, siyempre lalaki ako. Pinilit kong pumasok kahit pinipigilan niya ako. Tuluyan na akong nakapasok sa loob ng kaniyang unit ngunit pilit pa rin itong nanlaban, gamit ang isa kong kamay ay niyakap ko siya habang ang isa ay ginamit ko para isara ang door at i-lock ito.

"Tangina mo—" I cut her off using my lips. Iniharang niya ang dalawang kamay sa aking dibdib, tinutulak niya ako palayo, at nagpupumilit siyang kumawala mula sa yakap at halik ko. But I didn't let her. Pinilit kong ipasok ang dila sa loob ng kaniyang bibig, she pursed her lips, inangat ko siya mula sa sahig, nagsisipa ito ng mga paa, pilit nilalabanan ang hawak ko. Dinala ko siya sa loob ng kaniyang kuwarto. Bumagsak kaming dalawa sa malambot niyang kama, bumaba ang halik ko sa kaniyang leeg. "This is trespassing, harassment, rape! You, asshole! Do you really think magpapakarupok ako ulit—Aah! f**k!" The side of my lips rose up nang napaungol siya when I inserted my finger in her pearl.

‘Di nito namalayan na napasok na pala ng kamay ko ang suot nitong dolphin shorts. I traced her pearl and found her clit." Hayop ka, aah! " Napaliyad ang katawan nito nang sakupin ng isa kong bibig ang dibdib nito. Nilihis ko ang suot nitong oversize shirt. She didn't wear a bra. Pinaglaruan ng dila ko ang kaniyang n****e habang ang isa kong kamay ay minasahe ang isa pa niyang dibdib.

I smell victory nang maramdaman ko ang pagpapaubaya niya sa akin. I removed her shirt, sinunod ko ang suot niyang dolphin shorts kasama ang t-back nya. Bumaba ang halik ko sa tiyan niya pababa sa kaniyang gitna. I kissed her little precious down there, napasabunot ang mga kamay niya sa aking buhok. I French kissed her pearl. I licked it using my tongue. I let her spread her legs wide, and using my fingers, I spread her two lips down there to have better access to her clit.

I licked it again. It was like licking ice cream, but tastier than ice cream. I kept on licking her, sipping her, and licking her again; I was doing it alternately. She was going crazy; she was mentioning my name over and over again. I then started to insert my two fingers, which made her crazy even more. I moved my fingers in and out simultaneously while licking her. When I noticed that she was about to reach her peak, I stopped. I smirked.

"Oh, baby, please . . ." She didn't even bother that the table just turned.

"Am I now forgiven . . . ?" My two fingers were still inside of her, my mouth still in between her.

"Tangina naman, Jerick! I already let you f**k me, so please continue, I'm going crazy now."

"Please say it, please tell me that I'm forgiven." Dinilaan ko ng isang beses ang kaniyang gitna then I stopped, na mas nagpabaliw sa kaniya lalo.

"Oh, f**k! Yes!"

"Yes, what?!" Dinilaan ko tapos huminto ulit, I was smirking the whole time.

"Yes! You are forgiven! Please, you are slowly killing me!" When I heard her words, I continued my job—binilisan ko ang pagdila at paglabas-masok ng aking daliri. Ilang segundo ay naramdaman ko ang panginginig ng kaniyang katawan. She just reached her peak! I licked everything she released.

Bumaba ako sa kama, hinubad ko ang lahat ng suot. Sa wakas ay nakalaya at nakahinga na rin ang alaga kong ‘sing tigas na ng yelo, hinawakan ko ang magkabilang paa ni Gly. Hinila ko siya hanggang sa edge ng kama, pinaghiwalay ko ulit ang kaniyang mga hita, itinuon ko ang akin sa kaniyang gitna at pinasok. Nanatili ako sa baba ng kama. I f****d her hard. She loved it, nagtaas-baba ang balakang ko sa kaniyang gitna.

"Ah! Ah! Ah!" she moaned. Tiningnan ko ang magkahugpong naming ibaba, then I stared at her face—she was staring at me, lips parted. Nagpatigasan kami ng titig sa isa't isa. I mouthed I love you, she replied too.

I flipped her over. I f****d her from behind. She was now moaning my name louder, and she wasn't afraid that the next room could hear her. I flipped her again, and we were now staring at each other again. Nararamdaman ko na ang nalalapit naming dulo. I slammed my d**k hard on her center until, with a few more pumps, I released all my liquid inside of her. She also released all of them for the second time.

She's still taking her pills, so we didn't bother if I got her pregnant.