Ellen My mind is racing. Christian’s full lips are so close, yet I’m still hesitant. Should I kiss him, or should I fight it? I don’t know what to do. Part of me wants to kiss him, while the other part fears this might just be my mind seeking out a rebound partner. I mean, Oscar just cheated on me, damn it - should I really be looking at a new guy already? And this one right here is my stepbrother. Kissing him is a bad idea, yet I can barely fight the desire within me. He is so gorgeous. Despite knowing Christian for my entire life and spending so much time with him since we practically live together, it still feels like I’m seeing him for the first time. He has such good posture even while sitting, his shoulders broad and strong as he holds me in his arms. The light landing on his fac