SILAS’S POV
How was I supposed to look at her now? And then to continue acting like she meant nothing. I had messed up. But the desire to have her and to be with her was too much and clouding my brain. I couldn’t be with her as I was or in public, risking my father finding out. But in secret, I could be. And I had jumped at the chance to have her in any way.
The question was, how far would I take this? How far could I take this? What was I going to do when I saw her in person? Would I be able to contain myself? I needed to get ahold of myself and nip this in the bud. Going forward with this was irresponsible. And cruel to Aurora. Eventually, she would want more than I could offer her.
But the intoxicating thought kept me from deleting our text thread or her number. I needed to talk to h
