Scarlett Winters
I was caught by my friends who were shocked by my words, “Mate”.
“Are you serious, Scar?” Noah screamed.
Jenni, “What the f**k? Where is he? Who is your mate?”
I just realized I have sounded out.
Jenni threw so many questions at me. Damn who gives a s**t now, I couldn't hear her since I’m searching for him, where the f**k did he disappear. Did he have the same feel I had? Why didn’t he speak anything to me?
I searched for him rejecting my friend’s questions. I searched him around every corners but he is no were to be find. Did he leave me?
“f**k Scar, Can u hear me?” Noah screamed loud.
I just looked at her. She knew I was confused but I don’t know what to do.
“HE is gone” My voice was so low that I couldn’t hear myself.
“Come here babe, don't worry we will eventually find him ”, Jenni said.
"Let's move to the car, we are giving a showoff to everyone" Noah sputtered.
I glanced for him once again around the corners but he was nowhere. I was dejected. How can I find him again?
My wolf felt sad I know it needs him. I need him so badly.
I sniffed hard but it’s no of use, he is not near me.
I growled. I was so confused.
When I entered my car, Jenni said she will drive to the home. I didn’t open my mouth because I don’t know what to say or react. I'm out of words.
Noah didn’t utter a word; she gave me time to think. When we finally got out of the mall we were on the way to my mansion for the celebration.
My thoughts were left when I heard Jenni scream, “So who is he?”
“I don’t know” My voice low.
“Then why are you confused?” Noah shrugged.
“I know I sound confusing. I smelled him in our school and in the mall, I don’t know who is he, but I’m not stable”, I said in a shaky voice. My friends knew I was so confused and shocked.
I growled loud to release my s****l tension.
I couldn’t resist myself from thinking about him.
“So what happens now cup cake?” Jenni laughed flicking my nose.
Ahhhh this girl.
“I don’t know but I want him, I want him more of him near me every day everywhere” I said breathless.
Jenni laughed at my statement.
Noah just shrugged and told me, “Is he cute?”
“He looked so delicious that I had to control myself, I couldn’t resist myself. He was like a Greek god. He had a heavenly scent, I couldn’t figure out myself why I’m so attracted to him, I just out to jump at him without a thought” I said in a husky voice.
“Holy s**t, you f*****g b***h you are so much into him” Noah screamed.
“Ya, I know” I said in a low voice “I don’t know who he is; I need to find him soon”
“We will” Jenni beamed
I know more than me my friends are so eager to find him.
I know what they will do once they find him. They will scare a s**t out of him.
I laughed at them.
Suddenly I prayed to moon goddess to find him soon. As soon as possible. I want him.
Yes, we people worship moon goddess. It’s her power and love towards us which binds us and gives us strength to live. My mom has said me that moon goddess is our immense strength and our beginning and end. She is with her and within us. My mom has mentioned a lot about her being the savior of my family. I believe my mom's words whenever i have a resentment i pray to moon goddess she will show me the path. She will.
“So what’s your plan to catch him?”Jenni said to me.
I just shrugged and said her, “I don’t know but I need him”, I winked at her.
“b***h”, Jenni poked my cheeks and laughed out loud.
I laughed at them. They are crazy. We are crazy. I know.
“Don’t tell to anyone about my mate”, I shouted at my friends.
They looked at me confused, “Why?” they said to me with the same amused tone at the same time.
“I want to figure out who he is? I want to know more about him?” I said to them.
They nodded positive.
Noah and Jenni are yet to find their mates. I know they will be blessed by the moon goddess.
Suddenly i had this gut feeling which i had in the morning which made a knot in my forehead.
“Why you are so tensed?” Noah looked at me. I know she is worried at my expressions. .
“What if he rejects me?” I said in a low growl.
I know I sound childish but I don’t know why I feel like this.
“f**k Scar. No one is gonna reject you. You are the best of best. You are the best b***h friend i have ever known”, Jenni screamed at high pitch.
“Nothing is gonna happen to you, don’t confuse yourself. Just wait for the right time and right moment” Noah pacified me.
I know I sound ridiculous. But I have this feeling something is weird around me.
I was suddenly pulled away from my thoughts when I knew the car was not moving. I saw my friends throwing daggers at me. I shrugged “What?”
“You know b***h just stop worrying about him, today is your birthday I want to blow a s**t out of you it, so get your ass down here” Jenni said breathless.
Noah poked me in my tummy.
I surrendered by moving my hands above my head. I knew I can’t stay numb being with this bitches, my sweet ones.
Oh moon goddess save me.
Once we have changed our topic to my birthday celebration, Jenni started the car and we moved to our mansion.
After our funny chats we at last reach our mansion gates. Once we are parked we move inside the living hall, where everyone is having a serious talk about something.
My father who is in his very own thoughts just sat in his royal chair and just starred the conversation going on with his pack members.
I just shrugged and entered the living hall with my friends. The hall ended silent once they saw us. I felt something wrong but I knew my father could handle it.
“Welcome dear, how was your day?” My dad patted my head lovingly and kissed my cheeks.
“As usual dad” I said hugging him sideways.
“Get ready for the celebration Winters we don’t have time” My dad smiled at me.
I looked at him, an Alpha of a largest pack who is not afraid of anything and no one dares to touch him is very weak in front of me, in front of my mom and me.
His weakness is me and my mom.
Love makes the strongest to be weak.
“Get your ass up here” My friends screamed above where they are on their way to my room.
I saw my pack members face they were in confusion, I just shrugged. I know, if something is related to me, my dad will let me know with that I reached the stairs to climb. Because he knows what I'm capable of.
I'm well trained from my childhood. I can fight an army. My dad knows I'm capable to take my own decisions so he won't hide anything from me.
When I was about to cross my parent’s room, I saw my mom in the same confused state when I left in the morning. When I was about to reach her, I saw my father climbing the stairs. May be I should talk to her some other time after the party. Now it’s time to rock the birthday party.