PENELOPE’S POV Few days later, The painful reality that I was not going to walk again rally hit me deep. I had cried my nights to sleep and woke up the next morning to cry once again. In this difficult time in my life, I knew that Bella and Aurora were telling me the truth. How could I be with a man who just made me unable to walk? Most of the times in my relationships, I keep choosing the guys side over my side. It is such a shame that they all leave me in pain and sorrow. I wish I had learnt the art of loving myself more before I get into a relationship. I love more and that is why I get hurt almost all the time. Bella had managed to savage my phone and she handed it to me a few days back. It was so hard for me not to call Tristan. I called him after everything but he did not pick u