-Harriet P. O. V.- I didn't want to cause a scene, but it was unbearable. How on earth was I supposed to be OK, with my Mate in the arms of someone else. And a guy for that matter! I knew about Martin ever since day one, but after his words in the cafeteria about exploring his options I didn't know what to do. Waiting a bit and getting closer to him seemed like a reasonable idea, but now it costs me so much pain. He didn't even want to find me now, he just wanted to have fun. At first I decided to wait for bond to ignite or maybe try to start some sort of attraction and then include him, but after today's show with his 'boyfriend' I feel like dying. When Vic walked us back to our apartment I locked myself in the bathroom, turned on the shower and sat on the floor crying. I just hope C