MADELIN
I wasn't in my own self when I went back inside the school building to get the stuff I left in the classroom, I wasn't in the right frame of mind anymore, to go on that day.
Pakiramdam ko, kaunting-kaunti na lang bibigay na ako at masisiraan ng bait.
It was too painful to take it all inside my chest. Parang sasabog ang dibdib ko sa sobrang sakit.
Pinagkaisahan nila ako! Pinaglaruan nila ako!
Ginawa nila akong katawatawa at pinagmukhang tanga!
Ano bang naging kasalanan ko?
What sin did I commit to being punished this heavily and severely?
And do I deserve this kind of punishment?
Minahal ko lang naman siya, naniwala ako sa himalang nagawa rin niya akong mahalin.
Karma ko ba 'to, dahil nagawa kong kalimutan ang pamilya ko at mas unahin ang udyok ng puso?
I betrayed my
