Autumn
I felt like my entire world was falling apart. Breaking into millions of pieces around me. While I stood there helpless to the fact. As I drove the 11 miles from my home with Logan to my sister's new place with Ryan, I looked in the rear view mirror at the kids. Neither of them speaking or even looking at each other. They knew things were f****d up. It was obvious. I hated this was happening to them. I hated myself for letting things get this bad.
As the radio played Displaced my Azure Ray, I thought back to one of the many nights that Logan and I had sat on the couch, whiskey glasses in hand snuggled with one another while the kids sat on the floor playing cards. I remember our nightly routine. I pick a show and then he'd pick and then the kids pick. It was our idea of a peace
