Evelynn
The fear of the might have been stuck with me for hours. I couldn't stop thinking about it so I knew I had to gather my thoughts before I got the courage to get back to Zander's and pack some of my things. We needed space. Scratch that, I needed space. I drove around for the rest of the afternoon with my phone off. The quiet was needed to think everything through. I needed to figure out what I wanted to do before I made another mistake like I did before but all I kept picturing was how pathetic I looked that night I made dinner for him, creating a romantic night for the both of us with music, lights and candles, waiting hours for him without him responding to my messages, all for him to go back to Sierra and try again. All I could think about was the pain in my heart knowing that
