Lillie
He left me baffled with all his fake acting. My family believed all the kindness he showed them. Besides, they hallucinate with him. On that side, I understand them. I can say that it happened to me on some other occasion too, but I don't have to let that happen again. I can't give him pleasure in whatever he wants. If I do, he will think that he has everything to gain with me and he will think that he will already have me eating out of his hand. I have to think smart and astute. I need to do it, as all this confuses me. I can't believe that in such a short time that he has to be gone I'm already starting to miss him. It's a stupid and meaningless thing, but something in me changes.
I have a headache from not sleeping very well. My mind kept thinking about him, so I couldn't fall
