Dante She will finally be mine. At last. I just don't understand why I'm not excited like I thought I would be. The purpose was always that, to make her mine, to have her for one night, to satisfy my wildest instincts, to possess that lush body and make her scream while I f**k her hard. But what has made me change? I'm upset, but mostly with me, since I'm starting to have feelings for that little girl. That's not me. I want to do that, to take her and make her mine by force, but deep down something tells me not to do it. These days I got to thinking about what it would feel like to have someone by your side, a relationship, something stable, a girlfriend or maybe a wife, a woman to pamper, and share things with her instead of having s*x, making love to her, sleeping cuddled and maybe s