Chapter 10 "B… Brown," I call out his name, but my voice is like a mere whisper. Suddenly he grabs my arm and slams me on the bed. Then he leans on my torso, slowly. I shiver under his touch. "What… what. are you do… doing?" I ask with great difficulty, with several pauses. "Didn't you listen to what I said to my grandma? Isn't it what you always want? To climb on my bed?" Brown speaks with disgust. I know he does not love me, but still, every time he reminds me of that, I feel pain. But it's still okay! I cannot have a loving husband. He will be hurt knowing my condition. A tear escapes my eye. "Brown… I…" My voice is silent out. "Just shut the f**k up, you w***e!" He yells at me this time, holding my hands up near my head. Slowly he takes out something from his pocket. A little con