HECTOR I knew I shouldn’t have kissed her without getting her to forgive me. I know it won’t be easy for her to forgive me after everything I’ve said and done to her. I’m lost on what to do next but I need her forgiveness as much as I needed my next breath. I’ve hurt her so bad and it’s there in her eyes, her tears and I hate myself for being the cause of her pain. For a year now I’d dreamt about kissing her and wondered what it would feel like to kiss her and make her mine. I couldn’t stop myself from kissing her, breathing her in. Rubi kissed me back with as much equal passion. There was so much fire in her kisses, so much passion. Suddenly I felt her pull away from my kiss abruptly. She withdrew herself. “Stop.” She pushed me back a little and struggled off my hold, pushing hard