Part 6 I radio Vallery to let her know the Semper Fi is heading back. Then the four of us follow Ellington, Maclin, and Conlan across the commons to the doorway leading through the abandoned hulk of the ship to the airlock where we first entered. “You have to watch it when you’re docking,” Dylan tells Parker as we walk. Both Parker and Shanley wear plastic ponchos that crinkle with each step, and Dylan keeps a hand on the small of my back, rubbing gently now and then. I’m glad we’re behind everyone else, so no one sees that touch. An ache opens in my chest and I want to be dressed in one of those ponchos, I want to be on the Semper Fi and heading back to the carrier—I want to be able to sleep with my lover tonight. I want his hands and lips to erase the wrongness and doubt th