Choosing The Omega

Everlasting memories

ALEXIS POV

Selene did not give me a chance to even pretend I didn’t want to make love to her, I was hoping that she would change her mind and also have a change of heart or walk away before it was too late but instead she started taking off her clothes as soon as I agreed to do anything for her. I knew what we were about to do was not right and yet I found myself helping her to get undressed, I found myself eagerly and hungrily fondling her breasts. The taste of her skin in my mouth had me going crazy and I wanted more, she was like a drug for me.

I laid her on the grass and got on top of her, most girls always spoke about how special they wanted their first time to be and so had Selene. We had often spoken about this day, the only difference was that when we spoke about it we hadn't known that we would be making love because we felt like it was the only way we could stay together, needless to say, I hated every moment of this even though I kind of enjoyed it at the same time. I hated it because I had planned to make it a little more special than it was right now, I had planned to make sure that we could make the most of every moment and make sure it was a day that none of us would ever forget, but fate had other plans for us. I enjoyed it because I would enjoy anything I did with Selene even if it was something I didn't like, the party was a perfect example of that. I knew that I wouldn't fit in at the party that was thrown in her honor and yet I had gone out of my comfort zone for her sake and to make her happy.

I got on top of Selene and started kissing her passionately, I didn’t know what I was doing or how I was supposed to do it because this was my first time too. I was a little overwhelmed by this but I knew that I also wanted to walk away with something I could remember her by. I lifted her white lacy nightgown and took off my pants before struggling to figure out where exactly I was supposed to insert my hard length.

When I finally figured that out I pushed it in without hesitation and she let out a scream that could have been louder if she had not controlled herself by covering her mouth. I struggled to insert myself fully in but when I finally managed to do that, I started thrusting in and out swiftly. Selene did not look like she was enjoying what I was doing and that made me start second-guessing myself. Was this even worth it?

“Are you ok?” I finally asked her awkwardly

“Yes I am fine, it hurts a little bit but I think it's supposed to hurt” she responded as she grabbed my neck tighter and I suddenly felt the urge to start going faster and harder.

It was an urge that I couldn't resist and it felt like I was about to explode, I didn’t have much s****l experience but I knew from my puberty years that I was very close to my c****x. I went in on her as hard as I could and closed my eyes as I released my load in her and then I rested my head on her neck. She smelled so good and I wanted to go again but I didn’t want to make her do anything that she didn’t like or something that she didn’t want to repeat, I didn't want her to feel forced into doing it again.

I started kissing her while fondling her breasts and I knew she knew that meant that I wanted to go again and a part of me kind of felt very selfish for doing this. But this was the only comfort that I could get in what I was about to lose or what I had lost already. I was going to hold on to this moment forever, in fact, I was going to hold on to it until I died.

I started slowly moving in and out of Selene and this time she seemed to be getting used to my length inside her and she seemed to be enjoying it a little bit. She grabbed the back of my neck and dug in her nails and at first, I wasn't sure if she was doing that in pain or pleasure but I realized it was the latter when she started moaning and lifting her hips every time I thrust inside of her to meet me halfway.

We soon reached our o****m at the same time and I sort of collapsed on top of her. She put her arms around my neck tight like she didn’t want to let me go and I didn’t want her to.

“I wish we could stay like this forever,” she said

“Me too, but you know we both have to let go of each other at some point,” I said

“Yes I know that, but that doesn't mean I want to” she said

“Neither do I but soon you will forget about me and about any feelings you ever had for me,” I said

“I will never forget you and I don’t want to forget you or let go of you,” she said and I could hear from the tone of her voice that she wanted to cry

“Neither do I, but your parents have made the decision for us and we have no other choice but to let go of each other” I said as I started feeling the pain in my heart increase.

“I will hold on to this moment forever just as I will hold on to every other memory that we have created together,” she said as she finally let go of me and I managed to get off her. She got up and pulled down her night gown as I put my pants back on and we started walking away from the river. As she was walking in front of me I realized that she had a bloody stain on her nightgown.

“Wait, I think you bled on your nightgown” I pointed out and she immediately snatched her gown and I could see the panic in her eyes

“I will just go back to the river and wash it,” she said as she took it off and exposed her perky breasts and made me horney all over again, I had to look away.

“I will go back with you,” I said as I followed her but I stopped immediately when I heard someone call for her.

I hid behind the bushes as she ran back to the river and dived inside it with her gown in hand. Thanks to the moonlight I could see everything from where I was. Adonis approached the river and looked around calling her name until she submerged from the water and I realized that it was time for me to go before he saw me.