The Lotus And The Billionaire

Chapter 71: Shush, It's a Library

Alvarez was gentle with me, even when I was able to sense his desires. He was trying to contain it, he really was. His touch burnt my skin, reflecting the scorching desire in his eyes.

I bit my lower lip as he planted kisses all over my body, with his hand tracing my skin wherever his lips touched. He did all that while looking at me, as if asking me to realize how he felt.

Yet I refused to acknowledge it wholeheartedly…

I closed my eyes and pretended Alvarez was just doing what he needed to do to relieve himself. I know what the truth is, but of course, I refuse to believe it.

And that’s why I am letting him do all the work, so I could pretend that it doesn’t matter whether he acts as if he is worshiping my entirety. Because whether that is exactly what he is doing or not…we are not going to end up together even after all this is over.

“Ah, Gray…” I mumbled his name over and over again as I gripped his arm.

“Hmm?”

“This is—Ngh! This is wrong…” I whispered.

“Why? Who said it was?”

I shook my head as I tried to focus on my surroundings, but it only ended up heightening my senses even more. I begged Gray to tell me whether we would be seen here, all while asking him to go gentler.

“Hmm…” he groaned as he went down on me.

“No—”

“Shh. Keep your mouth shut, Diaz…” he told me as he gripped my thighs tightly.

“What if someone sees us?”

“They…won’t…” He did tell me we wouldn’t be seen, but with every word he spoke, his tongue inside me spun.

“Hngh…! Don’t do that!” I complained, but he didn’t care.

I have decided I will take it all, no matter what he does. But if he’s doing this, overstimulating the s**t out of me, that is…then I might not be able to take it. At least not in a place I know the maids will find us. But he said there wouldn’t be any cameras, right…?

I looked around while he was devouring me, my hands covering my mouth. Even when my eyes couldn’t find the right places to look because pleasure began to cloud my mind, I made sure we were in a place that couldn’t be seen easily.

And just as I was about to stretch my neck to look at the door, Alvarez inserted a finger inside me. Or two…? I gasped so loudly that I felt like my voice was heard all over the room.

“f**k you…” I mumbled as I tried to close my legs.

Alvarez chuckled, his breath tickling me and making me feel even weirder! f**k, I am going to reach my limit quickly because of him! Before I could even close my legs together, he held them in place and continued to lick and suck me while fingering me.

“Please…” I begged as I gripped his hair, making him groan.

“Please what, Diaz?” he asked as he looked up at me, smiling.

I bit my lower lip and tried to push his head away, but he didn’t let me. Instead, he smiled and made his fingers go faster. f**k, it was already difficult to control my moans!

“Hngh! Ah!”

“Shh, be quiet…” he mumbled as he thrusted his fingers inside rapidly.

I couldn’t hear whatever teasing he did anymore! I just took it all as the wave of pleasure hit me, with my whole body wriggling against the bookshelf.

“Ahh—!”

“Hey, shush…” I heard Alvarez tease as he planted kisses on my neck teasingly.

I cursed him out as I bit his neck while having my orgasm. Damn this guy. It was a good thing he brought me to the farthest back of the place. Otherwise, we would have been caught!

“Ah, s**t…” I fell on his chest, breathing heavily.

“You okay?” he asked as he caressed my back.

“Do I f*****g look like I am okay?”

He simply chuckled and proceeded to pat my back as if that would change anything. I could only glare at him weakly, my hand reaching for his neck for a kiss.

“Hmm? Want a kiss?”

I nodded. “Hurry…”

“Beg,” he told me as he held my chin.

My mouth went agape. “What for?”

“Nothing. Sorry, I was kidding. You just looked…” he stopped mid-sentence and stared at my face before aggressively kissing me. “f**k, you’re so gorgeous it makes me want to destroy you.”

It’s like a language only he and I learned to speak, a vocabulary that originated from our body language. No one will ever learn to speak it besides us. A thing only the two of us knew…

Some may not want to hear what Alvarez has said. Surely, there is not a single soul out there who wishes so. Is there?

But I did want to hear it. It is not something toxic, or perhaps it is at some point. Even so, I want him to do as he says. It’s as if we’re in our own two worlds, just having fun wreaking havoc within each other’s safe spaces.

It’s affection no one else will understand besides us. But no one has to comprehend whatever is going on in our own little world.

“I want to make love…” he mumbled, almost as if he was begging. He was looking down, his head buried in my shoulder.

I chuckled and cupped his cheeks to make him look at me. “Darling, you don’t even have to ask.”

He looked at me, eyes wide open. Of course, this is the first time I have ever referred to him with an endearment. It is always so amusing to see him react to every little thing I do.

Alvarez let out a deep sigh as he nuzzled his face on my neck, chuckling. I ended up letting out a laugh when he led my hand to his pants, as if asking me to take them off.

“Will it be okay to do it here, though? What about the bookshelves?” I asked as I looked back at the empty bookshelf behind me.

He snickered and made me stand up. “Can you take me from the back?”

“Who do you think you’re talking to?”

“You’ve got to keep quiet, though. We’re in a library,” he jested as he made a shushing gesture.

I shook my head, chuckling. “No, you shut up. You’re the one who’s always so talkative when fucking.”

He rolled his eyes and casually pulled a condom from his pocket, immediately positioning himself behind me. f**k, it has been a long time since the last time we have been in this kind of position.

This is going to hurt…

“Tell me if it hurts, mi amor,” he told me as he began to insert his massive length inside me.

That was just the tip…

“Slow…down—Hngh!” I covered my mouth with my hands as I tried to relax, allowing Alvarez to quickly insert it into me.

It’s cold. The pleasure is too much to bear. I was having a hard time covering my mouth. All of those made me want to stop, but as much as I wanted to, the thrill made me want to keep going.

Damn, if I lose my mind later on, then I’ll likely ask Alvarez to go harder on me. He has to take control or we’ll end up getting caught.

Ah, f**k. The thrill just made me feel more excited than normal.

“f**k, ahh! Gray—!”

“Keep quiet, Diaz,” he told me with a commanding tone as he placed his left hand in my mouth to stop me from making more noise.

Oh, gosh…

“Hmm? Did that turn you on even more?” he teased, chuckling, as his pace turned slower…but deeper.

I felt my eyes rolling back in pleasure because of how much he was teasing me, but I tried to control my legs. They will give up if I don’t hold still!

“Don’t say—Ahh! Ngh, Gray!”

This is one of the only times I will ever call his name out in such a sweet tone. But I had no time to think about my own tone as it turned incoherent to me, and so did everything else.

I moaned so hard as I began to meet Alvarez’s thrusts. He kept groaning in my ear, biting and kissing, whenever I met him halfway.

Fuck, he’s going faster! I couldn’t say anything, all I could hear were the moans, whimpers, groaning, and the sounds of our skin clashing.

“I’m close…” he whispered in my ear, his voice low and raspy.

I could feel and hear his breath on my ear, making me shiver in pleasure as I took him. I felt a rattling within my body, almost as if I really was being destroyed. And that was when I screamed as I reached my high.

My mind had gone blank, and all I could do was call out Gray’s name, almost like a prayer. All the excitement finally left my body, and that was when I remembered that we are in a library, the one maids always visit.

“No one came in,” Alvarez told me when he noticed me looking around.

“Are you sure? What about any cameras?”

“There is CCTV near the big tables, but only to keep tabs on whoever reads there. The corners are never monitored because there are no books. So don’t worry, we were not seen.”

“But what if we were seen?” I asked worriedly.

He smiled. “I have access to the entire manor’s security. They would tell me if there’s something, anyway. They’re more of my men, than the old man’s,” he assured me as he cleaned up after our mess.

I didn’t think there would be things stocked here in the far corner of the library, such as…tissues, brushes, paint, and rugs. Were these here for renovation? That’s the only probable reason, after all.

When he finished cleaning up, I felt myself gather the courage to ask him. “What are these for?”

He raised a brow and looked at the boxes on the empty shelves. “The old man wanted to renovate the place or something, but he never got the chance to. Now, those have been sitting there for months now.”

I nodded and grabbed his shirt so I could follow him back to our room. But when I stood up, I almost fell to my knees. Luckily, he caught me right one time and assisted me.

“Want a piggyback ride? For a change, perhaps?” he kidded as he placed his hand on my waist.

I frowned at him. “You seriously have the audacity to laugh after you did this to me?”

“I’m not sorry, though. That felt so good, didn’t it?” he winked at me as he turned his back on me to offer his back.

Uh…

“This is my first time. I think,” I told him honestly as I carefully pressed my body against his back and snaked my hands around his neck.

“Ah, yes. Perhaps this is. You’ve always been everybody’s princess, after all,” he teased as he grabbed my thighs and began walking outside.

“Hold on tight, princess.”

I lightly punched his chest and buried my face in his neck, his scent immediately attacking my nose. Ah, gosh. He smells so good all the time. It’s unfair…

“Diaz,” he called my name as he walked, greeting everyone as he passed by.

“Hmm?” I responded when I confirmed that there wasn’t anyone around anymore. I just felt like they knew what had happened, so I couldn’t show them my face.

“Are you not forcing yourself to do it with me?”

“Force what?” I asked, confused.

He went silent for a while and opened the door to the room we were staying in and then placed me on the bed. He contemplated for a short while before looking at me again.

This is making me nervous…

“Do you force yourself to do it with me just because you need to?” he asked, breathing heavily. “You don’t really have to answer. Just…”

“Alvarez,” I called his name with a stern tone.

“Really, it’s fine if—”

“Listen!”

“Yes, I’m listening. But you also—”

“I’m not forcing anything because I want you just as much as you want me!”