8. You can't die unless I don't want you to! Probably that was not my time to go, it was Rosemary's death day! And probably, today was my day in true sense! After making me suffer, cry, feel all the wrong emotions and tortures of my family— mayhap today the God finally wanted to call me back to him. May be he was also sad for the life I lived! He was also guilty for the fate he forced me to live with, and now, he wanted me to go back to him and never come back to earth. It was hard, my fingers were shaking severely. In all those lessons and masses I attended in the church, they were clearly said that, committing suicide was a sin. Unless death would not come on its own, a person cannot die. It was considered a sin to take one's life. However, even after being a religious person, fol