THE ALPHA'S SECRET

BONDING

OCTAVIA POV

Over the next couple of days, I and Eren experience a significant increase in s*x life. For 2 consecutive weeks we had a minimum of s*x two times daily.

In these weeks I had noticed a significant increase in my body glow and s****l appetite.

We tried our best to be professional about our s*x life, the was no ' I love yous'

No 'l missed yous' and we tried to keep kissing to a minimum, although he did have unlimited access to my body.

I know Nadia wouldn't want to hear this, I myself I'm ashamed to say it, but the highlight of my day is making love to Eren.

" Ahh Eren...." I moan in ecstasy, my eyes rolling to the back of my head, as I ride him.

He is seated as he wraps his arms my waist edging me to let him in deeper.

" I love you, Octavia" He moans as he interchanges between kissing and soaking my neck.

It's has been so long since I last heard him say that, I kind of miss it.

I should probably say I love him too, but what would the point be, when it's just going to be a lie.

I don't say a word instead I continue on my quest to satisfy myself.

" Octavia, I love you" He repeats but I ignore him, and continue with my pleasuring myself

" I said I love you Octavia" He repeats for the third time.

This time he is dead serious as he releases my hips, holding my chin making me to look into his eyes.

" I heard you" I inform simply with little or no emotion, before continuing my hip movement on him.

Next thing he does is carry me off him onto the bed and pull out, leaving me craving for more.

He's still hard, which is made evident by his persistent erection.

He then starts picking up his clothes and get dressed for some reason.

" Why are you getting dressed?. We are not done" I inform as I can feel my core arch with a burning hunger for him.

" We are now" He informs simply, making my blood boil. How dare him do with me as he pleases.

" What do you mean by we are done now. I am not yet satisfied. Eren you have to stop doing this. You can't keep playing with my emotions" I thunder acrimoniously at him.

" Who is playing with who's feeling Octavia?. I am not the one having s*x with you when I can't bring myself to say I love you" He yells equally angry

" Are you serious right now. All this drama right here, is because I didn't say I love you" I ask unsure with a frown

" Yes Octavia. How can we be working on having children when we can't bring ourselves to love each other?" He ask in a yell .

" What does love have to do with making babies?" I ask nonplussed

" Everything Octavia. You better get your act together, or this thing wouldn't work, I don't want is to have a baby with a woman who doesn't love me" He says bitterly, his eyes red rage.

He appears to be hurt, but why?. , He and his mom came up with this stupid setup, how dare he make me out to look like the bad guy.

" What if I don't?" I ask, daring him, Eyeballs to eyeballs.

" Then you are going to have to start screwing yourself from now on, because I am done" He says arrogantly, as though I am begging him "Get out of my room"

I don't bother to argue him, cause in my state now I would say something that I might regret.

I get off his bed, putting on my dress and underwear before storming out of his room, but not without shooting eye daggers at him.

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Immediately I get into my room I close my door and scream into my pillow in frustration for two reasons.

1) Because my core hungers for him

and

2) Because I can't stop desiring him despite the fact that he treats me like trash.

Why in heaven's name will my inner wolf/vampire accept him as our mate, Now I am torn between my heart and my brain.

" Gosh, I hate him" I yell as I hit my bed ramharzardly in anger.

" What is wrong, Octavia?" Nadia ask as she runs into my bedroom

" That i***t kicked me out of his room" I inform angry

" Why i***t?. Are you talking about the alpha?" She ask confused

" Who else. If not that jerk" I inform acrimoniously

" Why are you making a big fuzz about it?. Doesn't he always do that?" She questions annoying me the more.

" Well this one was different. He didn't even finish having s*x with me. He didn't release inside of me" I inform angrily

" And why would he do that?" She ask confused

" Simply because I didn't say I love him back, like that's a big deal" I inform acrimoniously and can see a worrisome frown build on her face.

" That man is an animal I tell you. How am I expected to get pregnant when he wouldn't even do his job right" I lament bitterly as frustration overwhelms me.

" It's fine Octavia we would find a way out of this fix" She informs as she takes a seat to next to me, caressing my back.

" But how?" I ask in an abject manner as my frustration builds up.

" You trust me right Octavia. You know I wouldn't advise you wrongly right?" She ask sincerely

" Of course " I assure her

" I suggest you get pregnant another man and pin it on the alpha" she jokes and I burst into laughter.

" Very funny joke Nadia. Like you except me to lay with another man. Even if I were supposed to sleep with someone who would I do it with?" I ask with a laugh

" I have a good friend of mine, he will happily do it, and best part he would tell anyone" She informs with a serious demeanor, turns out she wasn't playing after all.

" Are you crazy?. How can you conceive the idea of me sleeping with another man, I'm married" I yell acrimoniously at her

" Think about it Octavia. Eren doesn't want to get you pregnant, he's just enjoying f*****g you. It's just a matter of time before he gets tired of you. What is going to happen to your mother when that happens. Listen to me Octavia you need to do this, for your mom's sake. you know you would stand a better chance of getting pregnant with a normal werewolf" She informs, and I am starting to see the point. Copulating with another will be easier than doing it with Eren.

" I don't know Nadia, that would be betrayal" I express my grievances

" He betrayed you first, when he stole your pride from you" She reminds bitterly.

Her words are sincere, calm and deep. She was right Eren had betrayed me and as such betraying him back wouldn't be such a sin. " Just do it once and I am sure you wouldn't regret it" She assures

" I don't know Nadia. I think I would just sleep over it" I inform sincerely.

I think a good night rest might be what I need to put my life in order. I haven't been feeling myself these days, I have been feeling tired and sick. I guess all the stress is finally getting to me.

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The next 2 days felt strange, I didn't see Eren, he didn't even bring me flowers and chocolate like he always does. In all honesty I kind of missed it, but tried not to think much about it.

Today I woke feeling so lonely, so I decided to pay mom a visit, only to bump into the jerk at the hospital.

He was holding a fruit basket and some really lovely flowers, which I suspect should be for me.

" What are you doing here?" I ask but answer myself, not giving him the opportunity to speak " So you are following me now, unbelievable" I say pretending to be angry. Firstly he ignores me now his stucking me.

" You give yourself too much credit Octavia. I am not here for you" He informs arrogantly not bothering to spare a glimpse in my direction.

" Then who are you here for?" I ask unphased. I know he followed me here, although he's too proud to admit it.

" You will see" He informs simply before he strides towards mom's private room and knock at the door.

This could only mean trouble, I am sure he's here to threaten her.

" What are you doing here?. We don't want you here, leave" I command in a whisper. He doesn't bulge, till mom opens the door.

" Mom" He says with a broad smile as he pulls her into a hug and I stand there confused. " I got you some fruits and your favorite flowers just like I said I would" He adds handing her the gifts.

" Thanks son" She gratifies with a smile before spotting me "Wow, I see you dragged her along" She says pointing at me and they both laugh.

" No one dragged me along. I came on my own accord. If anything you should be asking why he's here?" I inform with a frown and they continue their laughing which annoys the hell out of me.

" What is so funny?" I ask angry

" Nothing, it's just that you think you can compare yourself with Eren. Eren has visited me everyday for the past 6months" She informs, which comes as a shock to me. I wasn't aware of this.

" You guys should come in" She ushers us in.

I watch as my mom smiles, laughs and chat with my husband as though he was her son, while the both of them ignore me like I wasn't even there. Why mom loves him so much is something I don't understand, but I like that he cares for her, and treats her like an equal, Nick never did something like this.

" Mom, I have to confess. I came here to report your daughter to you" He confesses out of the blue

" What?. Report me?. What did I do?" I ask nonplussed with a frown

" Your daughter doesn't take good care of me. Can you believe I haven't been home for the past two days and she hasn't even noticed" He informs, ignoring me.

In all honesty I did notice but assumed he was avoiding me after our little fight 2 days back.

" That's not true mother. I did notice, if anything he is the one who treats me badly. Why would you travel in the first place without telling me, your wife" I grumble angrily.

" See mom she's shouting at me" He plays the victim. What an asshole.

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