THE ALPHA'S SECRET

EMOTIONS

OCTAVIA POV

" Octavia stop stressing my son, ok. It's a wife's job to take good care of her man" Mom supports the i***t

" Tell her mom, she doesn't even feed me, or greet me" He lies

" Shut up Eren. Stop making up stories" I repraments him angrily and he burst into laughter.

" Stop laughing" I yell angrily but he doesn't, instead mom joins him.

" Mom you shouldn't be encouraging him. your son in law is a bad man" I inform acrimoniously but they both ignore me, as they persist in their laughter.

" You know if you want to take Eren's side. I am leaving" I inform as I try to leave but he stops me with a hug from behind.

" I'm sorry. I was just messing with you" He apologizes with a smile as he turns me to face him, such that our eyes meet.

His beautiful black sparkly eyes are like a flood that removes ever trace of hate I feel towards him.

Till now I didn't realize how much I missed him, I miss his stupid face, his ugly taste, and those stupidly big muscles of his.

" Well, it wasn't funny" I yell still upset as anger swells up inside of me.

" I am sorry muse. I didn't mean to annoy you" He apologizes with a serious demeanor, before turning to face mom.

" Mom your daughter is an amazing woman. The best thing that have ever happened to me. She's the reason why I wake everyday" He says with an honest smile.

I can't say I have mastered his character but I can tell, he's sincere about ever single word.

" I love you babe" He says as he plans a soft kiss on my cheek, which causes me to laugh because his stumble tickles.

" I guess I'm forgiving, right?" He ask with a smile, upon noticing my laugh.

" Not a chance " I lie as I playfully slap his cheek and he burst out laughing.

We stay with mom for the entire day and come evening we had to return home. We walk out of hospital and he offers to give me a lift home.

Of course, I decline but he forcefully carries me in, not only that he forcefully carries me to his bedroom despite all my resistance.

" What is the meaning of this Eren?" I ask with a frown as he drops me gently on his bed

" I want us to talk" He says nonchalantly as he takes off his shoes

"And we couldn't have spoken about this in the car?" I ask unimpressed.

As much as I want to spend time with him, I don't think right now is the best time.

I have been in my feelings for the entire day and I am not so sure I can resist the edge to confess my feelings for him.

I must confess knowing that Eren really does care about my mom is a big plus him, only problem is he is in cahoots with his mother to force me into having a baby for him in exchange for her life.

" Of course not, the driver was there" He says and a blush creeps to my face.

The mere thought of what he intends to say makes my stomach flutter. It must be something immoral but I don't mind because he kind of looks tempting tonight.

" So what is this thing that can't wait till tomorrow?" I ask nonplussed

" It's about our conception journey....." He starts speaking and a wave of excitement courses through me.

Atleast he would get to touch me tonight. I have missed him so much. My core yawns for him.

" Let me guess, you finally returned to your senses and you want us to work on it tonight?" I ask arrogantly as I start unbuttoning my blue shirt.

" Far from it. I was thinking of a different approach. I was thinking of trying surrogacy" He says with a serious demeanor, stunning me.

" Are you serious?" I ask with a displeased frown and he nods in approval " What's wrong with our manual copulation?"

" Are you seriously asking me that?. You're revolting me by me Octavia. Your body tenses up with disgust whenever I touch you. You wouldn't even look at me in the car" He says bitterly.

In all honesty, I do tense up whenever he touches me but it's not because I am disgusted, it because he turns me on really easily. I didn't look at him because I was feeling shy.

" I am not revolted by you Eren..." I inform but he wouldn't have any of it.

" You don't need to lie Octavia. I am not mad. You know I love you too much to hate you. I want you to be happy, and if a baby will make you happy. I will happily let you have one without the me in the picture" He informs sincerely and I can detect that he's hurt.

Well, this is the part when I should probably say I love you Eren, so he wouldn't leave me, but I wouldn't, Nadia was right. Eren is a worthless jerk. We women had got to stick together.

" Well I wish you would have thought about that before you started screwing me" I say, channeling my frustration of losing him.

" I wish so too. I know apologizing is pointless, you're never going to forgive me and you have every right to. So I would do you a favor, I am going to move out. You don't even have to see my face again" He informs.

His words fall like a tornado into my ear, coursing through my chest like a vile poison that scatters my heart into a million tiny pieces.

My heart feels heavy, and my eyes are swelling up with tears. I want to cry, but I refuse to waste a single teardrop on someone like Eren.

" Please, kindly draw a timetable for visitations to your mom, so we won't clash. Don't worry I promise to stop visiting her immediately her kidney transplant is a success" He adds, I can't believe that even at a moment like this he's still thinking of my mother.

Something feels wrong, Eren cares to much about mom to endanger her life.

' Could it be that he isn't aware of the conditions surrounding our union'- I wonder to myself.

I should probably ask him but opening my mouth will mean tears and I am not ready to embarrass myself.

" If you have anything to say, feel free to say it" He says his eyes burrowing into mine as though craving an answer.

" Can I go now? " Are the only words I can come up with, while still try to preserve what is left of my dignity.

" Of course" He says with a displeasing frown as he leads the way to the door, holding it open for me as I step out.

" Take good care of you for me, ok. If you ever need anything don't hesitate to ask"

" I am going to miss you. Can I hold you in my arms for a few seconds?" He questions and I am unable to answer in my hurt state.

" Sorry. Forget I said that. Good night" He says abashed as he shuts the door to my face.

It only strikes me that I have lost Eren when he does this. All my tears quickly explodes out of my eye balls.

There is no way I can leave things like this. Like it or not I know what I feel for him, it's love.

Without a second thought I knock at his door. In under seconds he opens, and with a concerned frown he ask "Why are you crying. Did someone hurt you?"

I don't bother to answer that, instead I let my lips do the talking. I quickly tiptoe, snake my arms around his neck and quickly capture his lip in a fierce kiss, Soaking all the flavor from those lovely lips of his.

He wraps his arms around my waist, drawing me closer and deepening the kiss with the same intensity and velocity as though he was expecting it.

We kiss for a while, till the point where I can no longer control myself, so I pull away while panting.

" What was that about?" He ask confused, as he tries to catch his breath.

" Eren, I love you" I confess and I can see a mixture of happiness and confusion on his face.

" I haven't been having s*x with you for the babies. Well maybe partly for the babies but more because I love you. I couldn't confess my feelings because I was scared that you break my heart but now I am done pretending. I want you Eren. If you still want me. I think we can make this thing work" I inform honestly in tears as I caress his right cheek, while looking straight into his eyes.

" My feelings for you haven't changed one bit. It has always been you, only you. I promise I would never hurt you" He informs as he stalks some loose strands in my hair behind my ear.

" I believe you" I inform with a smile, pulling him into a soft passionate kiss.

" So we are officially a couple now?" He ask and I reply with a nod as he plants soft kisses on my cheek ramharzardly making me laugh.

" Spend the night with me" He suggests as he wraps his arms around my waist.

If Eren can offer me such, it must mean he really loves me.

" Well, I might be obliged to spend........" I start speaking before mom lora's voice echo from behind me.

" Eren, it's time" She says simply.

We both turn to see her and a crazy looking doctor dressed in a white lab coat.

" Good evening mom" I greet but she doesn't answer

" Can we skip tonight. I want to spend the night with my wife" He informs, not still releasing me from his hold.

" That's not going to be possible alpha. We have to do what's best for the both of you" The skinny doctor informs

" I understand" Eren says before turning to face me " Please go to your room my muse, I will come see you immediately I am done here" He assures with a smile

" I will be waiting" I say with a smile of my own before exiting to my room.

The only reason why I am agreeing to this set up is because I have no idea what he is sick of, but we need to talk about it.

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I bash into my room and there is a huge, muscular, half naked man seated on my bed in nothing but a below the bent white towel.

" Welcome Luna you certainly took your time" He says in a seductive manner as he lays on his side.

" Who are you?. Who let you in here?. What are you doing here?. Where are my gaurds?" I ask nonplussed

" Relax luna. Nadia let me in. She said you needed a favor" He informs with a smile as he grabs hold of his bulge and walks towards me " I must confess. You're prettier than I expected. I look forward to eating what the alpha eats" He says as his fixates his gaze on my half exposed breast.

Which reminds me that I had to button up, so I quickly do so.

Why would Nadia do something as stupid as this without asking me.

What if someone enters here and sees us like this.

" Stay away from me " I command as I stride backwards in fear.

" Don't be scared Luna. I promise it wouldn't hurt. If you can contend the alpha, you can contend me just fine" He says shamelessly, as he maintains his course towards me.

" Stay back" I command

" Luna do not make my job harder than it already is. We either do this the hard way or the easy way. So choice quickly because I am growing impatient" He informs with a serious demeanor.

What does he mean by hard way. Is he planning on forcing me?.

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