Chapter 44 – Meeting Ryan
We get out of the car and to the airport. I suddenly why Brandon was freaking out the last time. It was because this is so freaking nerve wrecking, I do not want to mess this up for my brother you know. I want her to like me because she is going to be a part of our lives in the future. I do not want to be the reason they break up or he has to choose between us.
“Breathe” Brandon says as he walks next to me.
I take a deep breath and nod.
I can do this it is as easy as meeting a new friend. Maybe that was a bad analogy, I have social anxiety. I hate speaking to new people it makes me anxious. One of the many ways my mother has f****d me up. I do not trust people easily is another way.
“I am going to the shelter later to see if she will be there. we will speak
