Carys
I watch out the window as we ride back to the resort. Should I be doing this or should I have told him I wanted to run? I am not cut out for all this. But I couldn’t say no looking into his eyes. Every time he holds my hand, I feel tingles all over. It’s embarrassing. Probably if I’d been normal and had regular dates and boyfriends, I wouldn’t be reacting like this. As long as I don’t show him it should be alright. I still want to die of embarrassment asking him about punishment. I have never wanted to be spanked. I put it in a few of my books but I have no desire to experience it.
At the resort, Belinda bustles me off after letting me say goodbye to Maxim. He is back to his normal frosty demeanor and I don’t know what to make of him again.
After getting my hair and nails done si
