Rejecting, My Reborn Luna!

Illegitimate Alpha?

I hesitated because again my heart raced too fast. My throat turned dry looking at his perfectly shaped body. I was swallowed the saliva down my throat and stared him. I couldn’t take my eyes off from him. I looked at myself, and wiped out sweat on my forehead. I adjusted my hairs and slightly moved towards him. I felt like grabbing his body from behind, but somewhere I controlled my this silly thought.

“Hey” I said it slowly, but as loud as only he could hear.

He raised his head and looked at me. He raised he eyebrows without uttering a single word and looking for my response.

“Nothing, I just wanted to thank you. For saving me in the forest.” I told him. He nodded and smriked again.

“You don’t need to thank me. I was saving myself.” He said with rough tone. “If I have not saved you, we shared our fragnance, anyway I would have done it if any other person would have been in same situation, as I cant risk my own life.” He told and wore his clothes. I turned my head another side until he finished his job. I felt little grumpy, it was fine if he didn’t want to take my greetings but atleast he could have not taken away my feelings of being special. Anyways.

“I brought something for you.” I said and took the cake in my hand and moved it towards him. That cake looked so delicious as I decorated it with fresh cranberry and almonds. That smelled really well. He tapered his eyes while looking me excited. I was really excited because there was some invisible thread that pulling me towards him. I really hoped he would like a cake. I thought may be his cold face would change after seeing the cake.

“What is this?” He turned serious. I wanted to laugh. Its not like I mixed poison in it.

“Can’t you see. It’s a cake. Your birthday cake.” I said and he grinned. He immeidately came closer to me and held my neck. He aggressively pushed me and pressed me against the wall. My head was bumped behind. His beautiful eyes turned red with anger. He was so close to me that I could clearly hear his each single heart beat.

“How dare you to get a cake for me. How dare you to wish me a birthday.” He grinned and choke me death. He pushed me and I was grasping for the breath. I was so uncomfortable because of him.

His green eyes were staring me with it’s deadly look.

“You are chocking me.. move back I can’t breath” I said with struggle. My throat was wrapped by his fingers. He was about to kill me. What I did, I just brought a cake for him. Was that a sin? I felt so hurt. I was struggling to remove his hand from my neck by using one hand and applying all my force, and on other hand I was trying to hold cake properly without messing it up

“Stop poking nose in my business. If you want to stay in this pack. Stay as if you don’t even exist, don’t even dare to bother me again” He warned me with harsh tone. I widened my eyes. Everyone in the pack liked me. But this person, He had harted for me in his eyes. But Why I was attracted to him again and again. How strange it was that I was scared and attracted by him at the same. The man has suddenly turned into a monster, but the handsome one. He looked more attractive in such anger. I pushed him back applying all force I could do.

“What the hell is wrong with you” I screamed while coughing and trying to breath properly.

“If you don’t want to face this again, don’t show me your face ever” he said it like he did nothing wrong.

“You literally had chocked me to death”, I said massaging my neck and looking at him with grumpy eyes.

He looked away hearing my words and ignored like I dint say anything. That made me more angrier about him.

“Did you ever love anyone? Do you know what kindness is?” I ask him angrily. He was not even grateful about the cake but furiously making me suffer. “Looked like you never encountered kindness in your life. That’s why you don’t value it.” I replied him the same way. I thought Even If I was going to kill by his hands, I should answer him. As I already say, I was not afraid of death.

As soon as I replied him, His looked back to me. That scared me and I moved backward with cake in my hand. He stared me with utter shock. I saw the shine in his eyes have lost. I was furiously staring at his aggressive face.

He was so irriatated that he pulled my cake and threw it out of the window. I rubbed my neck which he just released. I was able to breathe yet. And his actions were making me more annoyed. I had never witnessed someone behaving in such way.

“Get lost..” He shouted on my face. “Get out right now..” He screamed again and I left his room angrily.i had not expected him to behave like this. It is fine if he dint want to appreciate my efforts but alteast he should have respected my feelings. I felt so humiliated. I came back to my room and laid on the bed. Poking my head into pillow, I couldn’t stop my tears falling. Why did I felt so much hurt. Why I need to go to his room. I told him. Why his actions matters to me so much I couldn’t understand. But his words felt me like a Arrow in my heart.

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Damien POV

“It looked like You never encountered kindness.” Her words echoed into my ears. But she was right somewhere. I would have never been like this if things in my past would have been better or may b little less harsh. nevert was that word. She was right, I never felt what kindness was. Maybe because my eighteen years of life spent in disdain and hatred. I was regretting coming back from the north. I decided to leave there again. The whole scenario started running before my eyes again and again. There were may be a days when I craved for kindness, love, care everything. When I was kid I really wanted someone to love me, care me but I never got what I craved for. And today when I am strong enough, I resist all those things, as I feel it will somewhere weaken me.

I Packed my stuff before leaving for the north. Alpha Finley handed me some important task. I should have finish it within two lunar days. I had to focus on that.

I moved towards my mother’s bedroom and I knocked the door.

“Come.” A voice that was not ready to welcome me. But I was already all ready for humiliation.

“Good evening, Mother.” I greeted my mother. She turned back and stared me with her small eyes. She wasn’t really happy seeing me.

“Good evening! My evening was never good since the day you are born. Why did you come here again. Do you think I will bless you for your 18th birthday.” Mother yelled at me angrily. Atleast she replied. I wasn’t even expecting her to reply my ‘Good evening’ wish.

“I am leaving for the north.” I told her. I knew she will throw tantrums over me. But I wanted to see her and show my face to her. In case I won’t come back alive. I could be kill by enemy pack. Even though I was strong to save myself, yet if anything could happen to me. I dint want to regret later for not seeing my mother for the last time.

“So why didn’t you just leave, why you come over with your cursed face again ?” she said it loudly, to make me feel bad as more as possible.

“I just thought to see you before leaving” I replied kindly.

“ I hope you are seeing me for last time, I don’t want to see your face again, it would be better if I die before seeing your face again” she said and turned his fac otherside.

“please don’t utter such words, you may live long” I said, thinking this might really be my last conversation with her, because I had no idea whether I would be coming back or not.

“then Why don’t you just die? Just die there. Don’t come back.” She shouted angrily. “This day was worst day for my life. Your birth was a curse for me.” She not even stopped screaming but picked a small glass from around and threw it on me. She threw stuff on my face. This was not for the first time. I wasn’t surprised or disgusted with her such behaviour. No wonder she hated my so much, but I never knew this hatred would have been so intense that she would utter such words. But after all she is my mother, I want her every wish shall be fulfilled, even this.

My mother, Myla was best friend of Luna Valda and daughter of Beta from Venus pack.

On the wedding night of Alpha Finley and Luna Valda, my mother Myla tricked Luna Valda and mixed some sleepy substance in Valda’s drink. She also replaced Luna Valda and successfully had a s*x with Alpha Finley.

This is how I born without a bond of marriage, an illegitimate child.

Even though I was first born child of Alpha Finley, I would never be an Alpha, because I was not born out of Luna. I was considered a unwanted child. She became mistress of Alpha Finley and Luna Valda always disdained her. My mother got a good position in the packhouse but she never got the dignity she was expecting.

My mother tried every means to kill me in her womb. But I had Alpha dominat gene, I was not ready to give up and I born. As there was some Invisible energy which was saving in her womb when I was born, My mother was disdained by her beta family and she considered me a curse. She hated me more than anything. She always thought that If I was not born, she would have married to any powerful beta. She would have a dignified life. She blamed my birth, though it wasn’t really my fault.

“I know I troubled you so much. I gave you all the pain. But I am serving Alpha Finley to my last breath. I will help him.” I told her and left for north.

I deliberately left because I didn’t want to face anyone on my 18th birthday. I never celebrated my birthday, Because that only gave pain to my mother.