I went home early and prepared to go to the club. Julia is right. The moment I give Kino my whole heart, I will be diving into a pool of pain. It was so obvious that he is not over his wife yet so I have doubts. I feel awful because I feel like I am asking Kino to forget about his wife.
I know that he will never forget her. She’s been a huge part of his life. Forgetting her is next to impossible when she’s his first true love. Or may his one true love. I don’t know. I don’t want to think of anything anymore. I just want to have fun. Maybe this is all I need to clear my head.
I wore a skimpy black tube dress and a pair of black pumps. I curled my hair and put it up on a half ponytail. I applied smoky eye makeup and some tint on my lips and cheeks before deciding that I am good to go.
