"Calm down, everything is going to be okay," Dillan told me once again. It was hard for me calm down when everything being okay was the problem. I knew I had agreed to go to the doctor, but now that we were there, I felt like running away. The thought of escaping was going through my mind over and over, but then Dillan took my hand and I actually felt better. He smiled at me, and I felt like I was not alone anymore, like I could actually do it.
"That's part of the problem, isn't it? Everything being okay. Then what? I will be in their hands."
"Let's take it one step at a time, once we talk to the doctor we will start looking at our options and decide what to do. I will be right there with you, together we will find a way, don't worry about it." It was easy for him to say it, bu
