Leave Me Alone Alpha

Chapter 10

Aurora pov

I woke up wrapped in my mate's arms, warm and sore. He took me multiple times last night and in between he made me eat. I opened my eyes to find him staring at me. His eyes take in my features and a soft smile graces his kissable lips. He is gorgeous.

"Your beautiful baby. I love you",he says, pulling me closer. He says that but is he just saying what I want to hear. Will he sweet talk to get what he wants, then leave me high and dry once again. The perfume on him daily killed me and I did at first make excuses till I saw scratch marks on his back. After that, I withdrew but still held out hope. I hope he stays this way, but if not next time I leave he won't find s**t. I will drop off the face of the earth and, no matter what, he will find nothing. I now know how to vanish. I was taught by my kickboxing coach.

"Justin",I start but stop. What should I say to my mate? I drew a blank as we stared into each other's eyes. He kisses my lips and draws me to his chest. I try to remain still but nature calls. I seriously need to pee.

"I gotta pee",I say, blushing as he chuckles. I go to move but whimper in pain. I'm sore all over but my p***y is really sore. Holy s**t does my v****a hurt like a b***h thanks to his massive c**k. Even before, I wasn't used to it, but then again, I was barely intimate. He got p***y from his f**k buddies. I just nod no use saying no plus when he picks me up I get a view of muscles.

"I'll help baby",he says, scooping me up and rushing to my bathroom. I'm gonna miss this little house a lot. I giggle as he gently lowers my feet to the ground. I hiss as pain shoots up my thighs. Damn he tore me up. It used to be worse, but this was from a year of not having it.I missed his c**k and that delectable body. I just hate how sore my body is, but then again, I am not well used.

"I will run a bath baby",he says, kissing my head before turning on the taps. I sigh. Justin was never this attentive and I think back to losing my virginity to him. I bled a lot and he f****d me savagely that night. Yes I did c*m but he took my body roughly the complete opposite of last night. I used the toilet then turned to my mate in my face. He stares down at me softly before kissing me again . I'm lifted before I feel water hit my lower region. I sigh in relief as my achy muscles relax. Justin is in the tub with me, which is another surprise. He hated baths and hated me being on him. He was always so abrasive towards me. I lean back, meeting his chest and I almost moan, feeling a wall of muscles on my back. Kisses are placed on my head, neck and cheeks.

"I'm sorry I was always an ass to you, Aurora. I was immature back then. I'm not a baby now. I love you",he says, kissing me. I don't answer, but I do kiss him back. I do love him, but I fear he will just go back to the old Justin. I do love him and I figure if he does f**k others this time I won't hesitate. I will f**k someone then leave. The whole saying, what is good for the goose is good for the gander. I just let him pamper me and I watch as he does.

" When do we go home?" I really don't want to go back but he is the alpha and has a pack to run.

"Tomorrow baby I want you to be myself another day",he says. He was always greedy. I just hope he is changed and my heart doesn't get broken again.

I nodded at a loss for words. I was scared of getting rejected again. I was afraid of losing more pups and, worse, I was terrified that he would f**k more whores. Justin was gorgeous and women just wanted him, but I can't blame them. He is everything women want. He has tattoos and muscles added in a big c**k and he becomes the total package.

"Justin...I..."again I'm at a loss for words. I have so many emotions going through my head I'm scared to voice it. It's like we are in a bubble and once we go home it will burst and I will once again be sad and alone. I feel him holding me tighter and more kisses being rained down on my head as he holds me closer. Soon, I'm turned to straddle him and we start f*****g again. He kisses me and I'm drawn in and i love feeling his body against mine.

"You will not be alone and I won't ever hurt you like I did before. I will mess up and probably make you mad, but I will never reject or cheat. I learned my lesson, baby. I can't lose you again. I can't look at our empty bed and know I won't see you curled up sleeping. I need you with me. I f*****g love you Aurora.",he says, wiping my tears away.

"I love you Justin and I hope you're right. I can't bear rejection again",I said, kissing him back. His hold tightens and I know we have a tough road ahead, but I also know it will take us both to work this s**t out. I just hope he loves me enough to respect me this time and not step out with other women.

Together, fighting to be better mates. We will have a lot of work to get there, but as long as we communicate we can get through anything.