Marcel's POV
I sat in my study going through files on the sabotage if our trade yesterday, I can't believe these fools have gone against me and are now selling to unknown buyers, but they had finally been caught, with Vincent giving me a heads up about a gun bust this morning, I couldn't help but feel so stressed from all this, most days I just wanted to give it all up, but I couldn't, not with the promise I made to my papa to help, even if we were never on good terms, a Vance always keeps his word, those were the word that were drilled into me since I was born.
I couldn't help but sigh as he day had already gone by, it being night already, my friend fabian calling me to meet in club paradise, it was another club I would have easily declined, but that was where she worked, the woman that had been consuming my thoughts without fail Vanessa he instantly braced up, wearing his suit before leaving for the club.
He arrived with his other acquaintances who were all sharing drinks and having laugh, but soon enough one if them talked about Nessa in a shaming way, I did not like that, I started at him, solely, almost reaching for my gun to teach him a lesson, it was stopped by my friend who signalled that someone wanted to speak with me, I looked up to see Nessa who looked strong-willed butting heads with one of the guards.
I immediately let her in, with her sternly telling me that we needed to talk, in all finality, she was really feisty , she just kept surprising me everyday making me fall deeper in the rabbit hole.
I wanted to be close to her in any way even if that meant agreeing to her demands ,which led to me getting a date.
The moment she stepped out of the car , she was so beautiful I almost lost the will to speak of how breathtaking she was.
She drank a whole lot at dinner, already gone half way through the wine , not eating much
Moments through the dinner she made a comment without thinking much of it.
“What exactly do you want from me?”she said cutting me off
“I just want you I answered honestly,” I just didn't know why but I wanted this woman so much,
“Maybe you're just driven with lust ,”she counters her face had a look or disbelief
“Or maybe I just want you”
Im sure my simple answers made her more baffled, with face she was putting, she looked so deep in thought before she looked up at me , uttering the word I thought I would never hear
“Then take me “
I almost choked on the air around me, of all the years being a mafia, I've had many instant surprises but this cuts the cake.
She really thinks I'm just in this forlustful s*x, I was deadly serious about her, my mind told me not to fall for this but the bigger part of me wanted her, in every way possible. Making it worse as she approached me, straddling me , making my thought jumbled as it just filled with her, her scent was everywhere as she looked at me with half-lidded eyes.
“You can't take that back, you know once I'm in, I don't back out”
“Hmm” she utters combing her hands through my hair
“Just kiss me,” she whispered her hot breath already on my lips, she was testing dangerous waters fearlessly, and I couldn't be more lost in her, obliging immediately to her request.
You don't have to ask twice before taking her into an inevitable kiss. f**k if there were real, this would be close to it
It got hot and heavy fast as I too her to the room, not stopping for even a second, lips always on her body.
Taking her to my bedroom, our lips hungrily searching for each other, already out if it, any retrain thrown out if the window,
There she was laid in my bed looking at me with lifted eyes, as she scanned my body and me hers.
She didn't wait a beat longer, removing her skirt and top in the process, blazers already discarded by yours truly,
Her eyes racking my body and then to member that stood proudly as we walked at each other
“Can you take it I asked, seeing her in deep silence , I'm sure my voice broke her out if it
“Just take me,” she uttered and after hearing those words I did exactly that, ravishing her body in the utmost way possible, her body fitting perfectly to mine, in rhythmic perfection, f**k I can believe she mine now.
Waking up in the morning was not a hassle , but getting up from the bed was, not only was I spent from last night, I couldn't because of how long I stared at Nessa, she was sight to behold, her hair sprawled onset face and pillows as the morning light illuminated her features, was she even real?
**
Fuck what happening tome?She made me feel things. What started as an encounter with her has escalated into something I had never imagined, I just hoped she'd feel the same way when she woke up.
That did not happen.
She was livid when we met later in my study, not seeing her get up because of a business call I had with Vincent who was at the south borders negotiating with Fabian's uncle. A strong headed man I would say.
The word I didn't want to hear most were thrown back at me, why was she behaving like this?, I wanted her, I would have fought for her no matter what, but those words
“You disgust me”
Those words had me backtracked, was I really that bad of a person? I know my father was a tyrant, he trained me up like that too, but I never killed without purpose or a threat, I never went after civilians, I remember throwing those same words on his deathbed, but no I heard it from someone I cared about, it really hurt.
She had an unspoken look in her eyes, but she had made her decision that she never wanted to see me again. And I would respect that, Vance always keeps his word.
Even as she made her way out of the compound, our eyes meeting for an instant I couldn't bare to look at her knowing all she saw me was a nuisance. but I couldn't help it, I was in love already.