The Mafia King's Ignored Wife

Chapter 03

Chapter 03 Mafia

Mia's POV:

I was about to leave from there but turned around hearing the footsteps. I wanted to apologise to my brother earnestly and sleep on his lap to feel his warmth. But what I greeted was with my brother's messy form who looked like, he just met with an Accident. There is blood oozing out of his forehead while his hand is bandaged like his men. He is not able to stand properly because of which, his men are supporting him followed by Lucifer and his gang.

My Brother's messed up form angered me soo much that I couldn't help but hold Lucifer by his collar. "What did you do to my brother? What happened to him? Our Life is messed up because of you, you bastard" I accused him with anger while Lucifer looked into my eyes with such an anger that shook my insides. He pushed me away with such a strength, I fell down to the floor. I stared at him with shock but soon, it turned into anger.

"Don't ever show your bratty attitude to me, you spoilt chicken. I am not your brother to tolerate your tantrums. Next time, you raise your hand at me, I will chop it" I felt humiliated hearing his words. "Your behaviour makes me feel like, you care more about accusing me than taking care of your brother, who has been injured. Your selfishness and victim playing attitude makes me dislike you more" I stared at him with tears in my eyes hearing his words.

"Have you ever thought about your Brother. You are too selfish Mia and it is such a turn off for me. Your brother from his childhood done soo much for you but you, you always either blame him or curse him. You are suffering for your own choices. A b***h like you, deserves to suffer alone. With this kind of attitude, you will loose your Brother too. Stop looking for a chance to rub your frustration on others" He looked at me one last Time with disgust and left from there asking his maids to take care of Isaac well.

After everyone left, what he said dawned upon me. He is right in a way. I always looked for a chance to rub my frustration on someone else. My Brother is the target always as he is the only one who cared for me and came after me. What I did today Morning and how I cursed him, played in my mind. With this reminder, I felt ashamed of myself. Suddenly a thought hit me, what if Isaac did this with himself because of my words? What if I was the reason for his state? Lucifer's anger did imply that.

I rushed to Isaac's room. He had his eyes closed but I know, he is not sleeping. I went to him with slow steps and kept my hand in his. Isaac opened his eyes feeling me near him and closed his eyes again. This broke my heart. Am I really going to loose the one man who cared for me and loved me. I can't see hatred in Isaac's eyes. My words weren't that harsh. Were they? I looked at him silently wishing for him to open his eyes and look at me with the love, he always carried in his eyes.

"Isaac. Why aren't you looking at me? Did I loose you too?" I don't know how and why but tears spilled my eyes before I could stop them and I sobbed keeping my head on his Heart. He felt his hand running in my hair. This gave me such an assure that he won't hate me and made me spill all the more tears. I deserve to be Loved too. I deserve to be protected too. I know, I can be a b***h in anger but in my heart, I always Loved my brother the most. But my way of showing love was abusive and Humiliating.

"Did you intentionally do this to yourself because of my words Isaac?" I questioned him as I looked at him with pain. I hoped that the answer would be negative. However his silence told me the truth. I have driven him into harming himself. I was abusing him and blaming him too much these few months that he harmed himself today. I don't deserve him. He don't deserve to be treated like this, after all that he has done for me.

"I just wanted to feel the Pain Mia. You are not at mistake. I wanted to give pain to myself. I failed you as a brother" I looked at him with bewildered expression. He wasn't hurting himself because he was hating me. He was hurting himself, because I made him believe that he failed as a brother. I hugged him as I broke down into loud sobs. My attitude towards him is not excused just because I was frustrated with my Life. I may love him but my anger made him feel otherwise. I may love him but I drove him to hurt himself. My love for him doesn't give me the right to hurt him.

"No Brother. You didn't fail as the Brother. I failed you. I failed you as your Best friend and your sister. I didn't deserve you. I love you the most but then, I hurt you the most too" I kissed him on his forehead with tears filled eyes while he wiped them with his weak hands. He shook his head as he hugged me. I stayed there, feeling his warmth. Feeling the sense of security and love from him. Today I Realised one thing, I shouldn't hurt and lose my brother just because I have issues with Lucifer. I need to enjoy my Life and accept all the Love and Care that my brother has for me. I decided to change myself into a better version of me. I need to learn living my Life and let go of the victim attitude.

"I Love you Isaac. I will now love myself too" I promised my brother making him smile at me. I understood that I should not waste my Life running after the man who does not love me. I should not cry for the attention of the man who hates me. I should not ignore the love coming my way for a man who considers me useless. I should not crave for a man who doesn't consider me his Wife. I should not fulfill the responsibility of a Wife when he doesn't even want one. I should not loose my self respect for the man who doesn't hesitate while getting close to another woman. With this thoughts filled in my mind, I went to my room.

Lucifer is not in the room yet and I know, he must be busy with Sofia. What I saw witnessed today Morning, hit me like a shock and my heart is again filled with Pain. But I denied to dwell on that pain. I decided to ignore the feeling of Betrayal from my husband just like I ignored my pain for this man all these days. Only difference, I wanted to ignore the betrayal because I want to get over this Relationship and love now.

I watched as Lucifer came back to our room and there is lipstick mark on his shirt. I know whose it is. However I denied to question him. I refused to seek answers because I want to do something he has not expected. I want to let him know, he doesn't matter to me anymore after what he did today. I went near him and kept my hands around his neck while he stared at me with confusion.

"I want to End this Lucifer. I want Divorce" As I uttered these words, there is a shock on his face. He looked at me as if he can't believe, I just uttered those words on his face. Before he could react, I stepped back. As if, he finally understood what I said, he came back to his senses and raised his brow at me. He pulled me towards himself and placed his lips on mine kissing me. I tried to stop myself from responding but I couldn't and I responded with equal passion.

I was pushed away before I could come to my senses and his laughter brought me back from my lala land. He was laughing at me. Why? "You want Divorce. One kiss and you melted like a butter. If I touch you one more Time, you will open your Legs. You can't resist me Mia. Forget about it" He smirked at me and laid on the bed while I stood there gulping the Humiliation. He must have thought he won but I am not going to Give up. No matter what. He saw my Love and also saw the dedication I had to make our Relationship work but from now on, he will see my dedication towards getting Divorced. He will see my ignorance.