THIS IS WHAT I WANT

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***TATIA'S P.O.V*** "What are you planning Tatia." Drew came in my room and asked me I don't know what to say him, I know he will support but is it the right time to tell him everything what I am planning what I want to do "Drew I want to ruin them what they did with our family our father I want them to face it too and cry in pain." As I said it got up from my seat and then went to the balcony Drew came and stood next to me "I wanted the same thing Tatia but this will only increase the tension it will only increase the pressure between us Tatia crop this idea I am sorry to say this but just drop this idea we are in peace and we should be in it only, relax Tatia it will all go away with time." He said it so easily but before I can say anything he just left, how could he say that it will all be over soon how he could just say that how could he, do that how the hell I just don't get it he was our, father our father how he could do that I don't know what have gotten into mid I lose myself so much with Android that I made him I make out with them and then we both had s*x I don't know what the food was happening with me that I lost myself I lost my control and then I just I just heard that with him and then I actually did that I don't know why but I was feeling so good it was it was feeling so good to have him on the me and then every single thing and then I'll just realise what I was doing when I came back home I hate hate me but then I smiled at the smiling at the thought that there it was not even correct because I wasn't sure of that interrupted writing and I was happy that you are doing it that we did I don't know why I should be glad I should try I should be begging for what I was doing was not right but know that was not the case I was happy that we did it and I just completed don't understand why I was happy that we did it because that was not something with I should be doing and you with end you definitely not why I am But we both knew that we Botal for each other and they will happen so this is here I am proposing to every one of you in front of you that I love that and we both are turning to each other and they both had decided he wanted as a Lena it through the plate and front which was in front of her ful oful oful oful of food situated and then got a and then said in a very hot story and anger that what the hell am I thinking that it would the hell are you think you can do that you will be married to that which Who is Who blame the my husband that he killed her father what the hell is wrong with you and you if you can't marry how are you are completely out of your mind it is it doesn't make sense mum still something to that is it sinks for which mum had done and make her side and then make a look that this is it if you want this then I am ok with mum secret which week me I am happy that my mum accepted that didn't say anything they went to him and then told him that what the hell is he doing to see ,That was at the everything happen everything changed and then I came back from its DNA dialogue that everyone everyone the setting and drawing and talking and in a table having fun when Elena three little child gem tours and their trade with me when I set a reminder that everyone I see it that I want to make an also I want to tell everyone Sumit for which I never got excited and honoured as what is it is my dad and it'll never let me speak little completed then I told that I am in love with a girl and I want to marry her for which my mum look at me and then she knows a bit for with what I am talking would be that told her what I'm talking about whatever it is already knows that I am in love with Tata sure she'll be the volume and for which Alina got excited as who is a girl want to marry because she thought that I am not in love with Tatya but their eyes while and then I told that the government to buy is none other than Tatya we both were promised to each other but we both knew that we both were actually Falls His words were continuously going on my head whatever he said that he loves me and you want to my I don't know why I was feeling happy that you will find from everyone for me because he didn't fight for me when I need it and did that the my father determine why I am even getting happy but the point is this is what I wanted to I should have to just take a chill pill and allies because that is it I want it so it's ok I am getting that's why I should be happy that I am getting it and that is it not more than anything else I could have desired this for so I should just relax and take a chill pill and be happy for getting what I am going to get and I should just relax and have the fun of having him on me meaning and then the all the stops that will be going on with peanuts because I know there will be a blast at their home there will be a blast at my home to when they learn what we are deciding to have what we want to have but let it be that's not go there I don't want my family to Pardesiya Yeh Sach Hai Piya Sab Kehte Hain Maine Tujhko Dil De Diya Ye Bhi Hun Tu Bhi Hai Masti Mein Ham do Yahan Aate Hain Ki Na Re jhume Nache Gaye sitting and standing out from a given then held my hand and another what is going on I looked at her with confusion and then as to what is she ask and understand she was she knows that and you I am contrast the meaning of you want to know the truth that what is happening to I held her hand to the and then I told that I don't know why it happened or how it happened with has started to fall and and and I want to marry him and I don't understand someone how will be asking this to do because he will tell me when he will learn that I have decided to marry and he don't love and it or he will kill all of a sudden he will learn that I want to marry and for which For which Samay held my hand and told me that it is OK is complete your order if I am in love with angry because she will be the one who will be supported at me I don't have to worry about anything else and which which make me feel very very confused and very very shock after knowing what what he was saying about this is not what I expected I started to listening to her for which she said that the point is I don't know what it is but I noticed this from the beginning did you are completely in love with you and I know why you were not accepting it but I am happy that now you are accepted and that is good look at me love it is good to accept that you love someone it is good to accept that you want to be with someone there is nothing wrong in accepting that you want to be a part of someone's life and you want to spend your rest of your life with them and I am completely with you and I know that you will shout you are tablet and then but later on he will understand that how much you both love each other because this is how it is baby Because we call the point is love is the most important thing and that is we all know and we all support you I am with you I am with you on every day I just want to know that is angry with you to for which are not at her after which he smiled and said that that I am completely with you and I know that one will be angry at once and then then she'll see that you are very very happy after so many years and you want to hide the guy with whom you have been Grown Ups will be very happy and that is all that if we all want you always want you to be happy and that is if you are happy with her and then we all will be with you we don't need anything or any proof on anything or something like that this will be justifying ditto you are you happy with your something that was a few are then that is if there is nothing else that we all wanted or anything that we all would however desired for ok I just elastic stress and just ok I am with you and after and you will talk to his family weight of enough for me to in a family get together will ask them everything and I just hope His words were continuously going on my head whatever he said that he loves me and you want to my I don't know why I was feeling happy that you will find from everyone for me because he didn't fight for me when I need it and did that the my father determine why I am even getting happy but the point is this is what I wanted to I should have to just take a chill pill and allies because that is it I want it so it's ok I am getting that's why I should be happy that I am getting it and that is it not more than anything else I could have desired this for so I should just relax and take a chill pill and be happy for getting what I am going to get and I should just relax and have the fun of having him on me meaning and then the all the stops that will be going on with peanuts because I know there will be a blast at their home there will be a blast at my home to when they learn what we are deciding to have what we want to have but let it be that's not go there I don't want my family to After talking to each other and spending a night with each each other I went back home and then I saw that and then I told her that that I want to talk to you about something then he smiled at me and asked that is there but were identified B and C told him that it's about a girl for with he got very happy that I am finally with some girl and then he'll be able to get it out and join the army and everything for which I smiled at him with a very bright and then I told him that the that the girl who am I want to get my to is none other than Tata which make him go in a sudden shock and then he look that when his loved ones that were the hell am I talking but there are about that he murdered him that his friend and what has gotten into that you want to buy the contract is no more blah blah blah so there is no need to do this stuff for the whole Farman subject for which I had my dad hun and told him that the adjacent to meet the point is we both love each other and on the other the signed the contract is still valid No 1 The only thing that was container se going on my hard words of the point is read out the contact he knows it very well that the contract is still valid and if he would want it then when we both can marry each other and he knows that very well and he can use it to the point is even if no one with the US is a make Sword and we both will be married to the point is there is no signs of thinking so much because my sister-in-law's also in my support and everything was the only thing that is making me feel bad is that I am doing this all for events not follow that I would have done this for love that third thing would have been different but now I am doing this for the event but I can't do anything that is it everyone did this everyone have another things everyone got their fair share of things or doing this they decided that I recite in my life interfere than any others like then why would they will be I will be doing what I wanted to do and I will do what I want to do and no one will stop I know I'm will be heard but then when But when mum will learn about why did she be very hard to keep thinking that I decided my love my love over everything as per the point is I have I will never decide my lover anything else over everything my father is dead body I have seen his dead body and that was more than enough for me to see anything else I don't want to see anything else I've seen is dead body which is more than enough now the only thing that I Desire or I want to have to see someone else dead body but the point is not this when you are saying that was because I want that I can kill and you end up paying stand when we both were lying on the bed I had the can I get a column with the point is there will be there will be fun when will all be in pain every single day because of me and I'll be able to see it with my own eyes that will be the event that is how I will take the ravens I want to take because if I shout on them all say something to them and then they say something that will end on in the single notes but that is not what we I want I want a whole life pain His words were continuously going on my head whatever he said that he loves me and you want to my I don't know why I was feeling happy that you will find from everyone for me because he didn't fight for me when I need it and did that the my father determine why I am even getting happy but the point is this is what I wanted to I should have to just take a chill pill and allies because that is it I want it so it's ok I am getting that's why I should be happy that I am getting it and that is it not more than anything else I could have desired this for so I should just relax and take a chill pill and be happy for getting what I am going to get and I should just relax and have the fun of having him on me meaning and then the all the stops that will be going on with peanuts because I know there will be a blast at their home there will be a blast at my home to when they learn what we are deciding to have what we want to have but let it be that's not go there I don't want my family to His work again came into my head that will usually start a for me and stood against a star with his last time he bought it was it is me he stood by his father me with them also get it does but I don't know what is going to happen let not tell anything to anyone until I got Ashwin from that site or any other will happen if therefore they even talk about my and his life about like that because from my side I will not go and tell everyone that I want to be within course is not a guy who deserves it and everything because this time I need everything to go according to plan and don't want everyone to get spoilt and any other than I just don't want that because that will be the f****** f****** that thing and I don't want that to happen he had for the already very much and now I don't want me to for cough in any single way that will cause any trouble in me Guetta what I did and getting the me getting close to my In any way me getting close to him and me getting close to my goal and then go away to it I will not let that happen I will be the whole life in my mind that guy but I will not give the pain of losing and that low cost will be very very bikes that loss will make me regret my whole life and I will not regret anything I don't want to regret any single thing because that required will not make me believe my life with a little bit of relief and that will cost so much me and my life that it will not be fair enough with anyone and if I were talking about Robin I will happy as soon as it will happen that you know that I am already with someone so he is wasting his time being around here and sucking that I'll be with them with that will never happen I will be never with him and I will never to him because that is completely impossible while I have promised to do what I was about to say is that I am already promised to end your TO BE CONTINUED ...
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